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“Are you creeped out?”
“No.”
“Then it’s not creepy.”
I frown. “That doesn’t answer the question.”
“I was keeping tabs on you.”
“Why? You said goodbye. You made this show of making me think you’re a good guy, let me pay off a debt by giving you twenty minutes of myself, then you said goodbye. Now you’re here. Imagine how confused I am.”
“Maybe I’m confused, too. My turn.” He takes back the reins quickly. “Something happened with your mom. What is it?”
I think for a moment about what to say without telling him the truth. “I haven’t spoken to my mother in three years and the first call I got was to tell me she had a heart attack. I found out that Nate, fucking Nathan, hid all my family’s attempts to contact me. He never passed on a message and made them think I wanted nothing to do with them. Now my mom is very sick.”
He grabs the wine bottle, pours me a glass, and gives it to me.
Grateful, I take it. Because my mind needs it.
As soon as the sweet liquid touches my tongue, the buzz I already had amplifies to what I was looking for.
Cillian slides closer and our knees touch.
Having him so close messes with my head. He leans in and I smell the leathery oak scent of his aftershave.
We stare at each other for a moment, then he touches my face. I lean into his touch and we fall into a kiss. It’s sweet and too tender for someone as raw as him. It feels forbidden. As if we’re stealing a moment we shouldn’t be having.
The tenderness mellows my brain, loosening the tension from my body. He picks me up and slides me onto his lap, then he kisses down my neck and moves my top down under my breasts. With my breasts exposed, he sucks on them, and I allow him to while I run my fingers through his spiky hair.
I don’t care what this is. It feels good and takes me away from the real world where I feel like I failed everyone.
Cillian kisses his way back up to my ear. “Are you on the pill, lass?”
“Yes.”
“I was following you because I want to fuck you.” The greed in his dirty words makes me wet instantly and has me squeezing my thighs. “I’m clean. Let me fuck you raw, right here against the wall.”
My mouth goes dry and my mind races with the hot desire flowing through my blood. There is only one answer I could give him right now. The truth. “Yes.”
“Good. Then take your clothes off for me.” He eases me off his lap.
I stand and look toward the door. “What about the bartender?”
“No one’s coming back in here unless I say so. And no one can see inside.” He glances at the glass wall, putting my mind at ease.
I straighten and he sits back to watch me. I lift my top over my head and the heat of his gaze touches me everywhere, stroking up and down my body.
When I take off my bra his mouth curls into the sexiest smile I’ve ever seen.
I take off my jeans and my panties, then I’m naked, standing before him wearing nothing but my desire for him to take me.
Cillian gives me that look from the other day. That look that makes me think he believes I’m perfect. I don’t have the heart to tell him I’m not.
There are so many imperfections to me, but I don’t want to spoil this moment for him by pointing them out.
He stands and I tug on the edge of his shirt. “Do I get to see you, too?”
“You do, lass.”
