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Suddenly, I have to be inside of her. The need is too great to ignore. It’s either I do that, or I come into the sheets. Not feeling her walls spasming around my cock is not an option.
I lift myself over her, the tip close enough to feel the heat emanating from her entrance. I force myself to take it slow and be patient. Instant gratification is good, but there are too many regrets once it is over.
“I want you, Hawk,” Ruby whimpers.
She moves under me until her feet rest flat on the bed and her knees are cradling my hips. That is the only encouragement I need before finally surging into her.
“Yes,” we both moan at the same time.
The feeling of being inside of her is indescribable. I am well aware that my cock is bare, but I can’t bring myself to care about it. It’s too late now anyway. For one, there’s nothing that could rip me away from her right now. And for two, it will all be over soon enough.
My hips pump in and out of her, with each move, pushing her higher on the bed. I am out of breath and sweat runs down my forehead and drips onto her bare skin.
“Yes, Hawk,” she thrashes her head against the pillow. “This is so perfect,” she moans.
She opens her eyes and stares at me, signaling that she is close to coming. The look on her face is one of wonder and sadness. She is not ready for this to end either. But, just like it’s happening to me, her body betrays her. She squeezes me tighter and tighter until all I want to do is let go.
The pressure gathering at the base of my spine is suddenly too much. I don’t have the will to stop myself from coming. The thought of my cum spilling inside of her womb is what seals my fate. I drop my mouth over hers and finally let go right as I feel her coming as well.
We kiss until I have completely emptied myself inside of her. My hips still move of their own volition, but my body wants to rest. I pull my lips away, then rest my face into her neck. I love the feel of her legs wrapped around me, and I don’t want to forget this feeling for as long as I live.
“I think I love you.”
I freeze with my face against her tender skin, wondering how I should react. I’ve had hookers at the club telling me they loved me before, but it was only because they were looking to be an ol’ lady, have security within the club. None of them said it like Ruby just did.
Pretending like I never heard what she told me, I turn to my side, bringing her with me. Our legs are tangled and our chests touch with the heavy breathing coming from us both.
I rest my chin on her head and focus on a spot on the wall. The more I think about the situation I am in, the more I regret getting involved with her. Why couldn’t I have gone after the other stripper there? She would’ve been much easier to deal with. But I wasn’t as attracted to her, and Devereaux didn’t think she was a good fit. He specifically asked me to go for Ruby.
He thought he had all this information on her, but what he didn’t tell me was that she had a heart, one that would speak to mine. I hadn’t seen this coming at all.
My head is now telling me that if I have any chance to clear things up with my president, I have to kill her tonight, then take proof to him. I would still be in trouble with the club, but at least I would have followed his orders.
My heart is at war with that idea. This girl is the sweetest human I have ever encountered. I can’t get over the way she’s cared for my mother over the last few weeks, and how much progress she’s made with her.
I also can’t ignore the fact that I promised to help her if she did this for me. At the same time, I am a criminal, and my word only meant something when it was to my brothers in the club or my mother. Ruby was always meant to be collateral damage.
While I go over this, her words from a minute ago ring in my head.
I think I love you.
Hard to believe, but I think I love her, too. Kinda hard to tell for sure though. However, the thought of hurting a hair on her head is making my stomach churn in an unpleasant way.
I should ask Devereaux to help her, but he doesn’t strike me as the type of person who does things from the kindness of his heart. At the same time, he was dead-set on saving Arlene Knight and her son.
My president would not approve of this idea at all anyway. If my disobedience when it came to killing Ruby was not enough, me now actively seeking Devereaux to save Ruby would get me thrown out of the club for sure.
I try to think of what life would be without the club in my life. The thought is not pleasant at all. The brothers have been my family for as long as I can remember. Prez was always like a second father to me, especially after my own passed. He’s also been so supportive of my mother’s situation. He helped me find her the best care, then made sure I’d make enough money from the club to pay the monthly dues.
“Fuck,” I grunt when I realize that I need to leave. I’ve been laying here with Ruby for way too long.
As if she can sense what’s going on, she pushes herself away from me. In a quick move, she rolls off the bed and has her top over her head. Foregoing the thong I took off her earlier, she pulls the leggings up her legs. After that, she sits on the bed and watches me get dressed. The sadness on her face is almost palpable.
“Thank you for spending this time with me, Hawk,” she murmurs softy, just as always. “I really wish you’d reconsider me leaving safely. I have the money to support myself, and…”
Suddenly, I can’t deal with the thought of her not existing on this earth anymore, even if she is not with me. Reaching into my cut, I pull out one of the three burner phones I have in there. This one is brand new, never been used. I grab her hand and slap it into it.
“You can’t use your own phone to call anyone. They are most definitely tracking it.” I tell her. “Use this one. If you think you have anyone that can help you, get in touch with them.”
