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“One is for the blow job.”
Her hand goes back inside my boxers and squeezes, this time a little harder than before. It’s like she knows exactly what I need.
“What is the other one for?” I’m surprised I can form a coherent sentence.
She lifts her eyes and looks at me from under her lids, the makeup she has on making her look like a fallen angel.
“The other one is for when you fuck me.”
SIX
Ruby
I remember the first time I worked a private room. I was a nervous wreck, incapable of uttering one word as I walked inside. Fortunately, the client at the time only wanted a private dance. It did require me to rub my ass against his hard-on, but he never took it out and he never touched me otherwise.
Over time, I learned how to deal with things better, and I understood what I was comfortable with. It took a year for me to say yes to requests for sex, and I’ve always been careful about who I said yes to.
Now, as I stare at Hawk, my stomach is in knots and my heart is about to stop in my chest. I am a mess, close to how I was during my first time. Worse, actually, because I am as nervous as I was the first time ever.
It doesn’t make any sense, and I need to snap out of it. So, I take a condom from where I put it on Hawk’s stomach and rip off the seal. With a lot more confidence than I feel, I place it on the tip of his cock and roll it down to the base. I take a moment to move my hand up and down, smoothing it out, amazed by his girth but refusing to show it.
The second my lips touched his bare skin earlier, I regretted it. I called myself all sorts of names for forgetting to have the condom ready. I didn’t lie when I told him that condoms were always required when giving blowjobs. But somehow, I got swept in the moment and almost licked him bare.
Now, as I wrap my lips around his tip, the taste of latex invades my taste buds. It is oddly comforting, knowing that I am not at risk of catching God only knows what he might have, because he doesn’t strike me as the type who doesn’t fuck hookers. And no matter what he thinks about me, I am not careless with my own health.
I bob my head up and down, allowing my own spit to lubricate him. I tried different lubes before, but I couldn’t deal with the flavors. Not to mention, I had an allergic reaction to one of them once, which almost put me in the hospital. Natural lubricant is always best. Trick of the trade and all that.
Hawk grabs me by the hair and pulls hard, forcing me to lift my mouth off him. For a second, I wonder if he wants me to stop, but then he pushes me back down with force. He does it a couple more times until I catch on that he wants me to move faster and take him deeper.
I am always up for a good challenge. He might be one of the biggest I’ve ever had, but there is no stopping me once I started.
I bob my head up and down in a hypnotic move, with each time going down a little more, until he finally reaches the back of my throat. The hands in my hair get tighter, pushing me down more.
Relaxing my jaw, I close my eyes and regulate my breathing, focusing on that instead of the way his cock is now sliding down my throat.
“Fuck,” he growls when I swallow around him.
After that, it gets a little messy. I feel his strong thighs tensing under my hands just as his hands are now clenching at my head. Saliva drips out of my mouth, pooling at the base of his cock while he starts lifting his hips and pushing harder down my throat.
I don’t react in any way, just do what I am supposed to. He fucks my mouth with a lot more enthusiasm than I was expecting considering how cocky he was when I first walked in here.
Seeing him again scares me and turns me on in equal parts. I’ve never had such a visceral reaction to a man before, especially one who I will have to work against.
I know for a fact that he will kill me if he catches on that all I want from him is information. On the other hand, after my last encounter with Bricks and Snake, it has become clear that they will kill me if I don’t do what they asked of me.
Either way, I am in serious trouble.
As I continue sucking onto Hawk’s cock, I go over the plan I came up with last night. I have decided to get all the information I can from Hawk as I also cash in on all the time he requests with me. I have enough money saved up to move away from here. I can find work anywhere, and could even afford to take a break for a month or two. It would not be ideal, but at least I won’t seem desperate as I look for the perfect fit for me.
I was thinking Louisiana would be a good choice. It won’t require too much traveling, and it would put enough distance between me and all these gangs who’ve put me in the middle of their illegal activities.
“Fuck,” Hawk grinds into my mouth. From the way he’s moving, I can tell he’s close.
For a split second, I wish I could taste his cum and swallow it. But memories from the past remind me why that would be a terrible idea. The night I got raped, I got enough of that. Never again, I promise myself.
I do feel the moment when he lets go. The condom fills with warm liquid, and I lift my mouth off him. My jaw is a bit tight when I do that, and I need a moment to recoup from the effort. It seems to be getting harder lately, all the tension I’m putting on my jawbone hurting me for days afterward.
I sit back on my legs and wait for him to calm down. His chest rises and falls with his heavy breathing, and his head is thrown back, eyes closed.
