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Her expression shifts a little bit, and she ends up shrugging her shoulders, “I can’t say that I did come here because I wanted to, but I don’t regret it. If anything, I regret being around people who treated me like dirt because there wasn’t anything for me to do. I know that it might be a bit crazy, but I wonder if maybe there’s something more that I can do to make my life better. I was running away from my abusive family because they wanted me to mate with someone that I didn’t care about.”
“Why?” I wonder, feeling a bit pissed that someone was trying to make her theirs, “I don’t know why a parent would do that, it seems quite wrong.”
“Because he was the Alpha of our pack, and he had this obsession with me that didn’t make any sense.” She explains to me, making me even angrier, “I know how it might sound but it seems like he just didn’t know how to do the right thing with me. Even if I did keep him at a distance or something, it feels like it would never go the way that I needed it to. I would have been more accepting of it if he didn’t try to force himself on me. That is when I drew the line… That’s why I was pretty shocked to learn that you were my fated mate. It didn’t make sense.”
I slowly nod because I understand completely, “I know, I didn’t expect a wolf to be my mate but I’m okay with it. I’m not going to question the Goddess when she does everything for a reason. If anything, maybe with time we will be able to figure it out but not right now I don’t think. I suppose the best thing for me to do is to just accept everything and be done with it.”
Elara’s expression softens a little bit as she looks at me, “I don’t know why you would accept me so much, Orson, I don’t deserve it at all, and I don’t know why you keep giving me your attention like that. Don’t misunderstand, I am so grateful and I’m thinking that maybe I will be able to figure out my feelings with time, but I also don’t know a hundred percent if we are going to be together forever. Were just different.”
“I don’t care if we are different.” I assure her, setting the food down in front of us, “I just want you to be happy and I will do everything in my power to make sure that you are. If anything, I believe that I will be able to prove this with time and go through it one way or another. I mean honestly, what is the worst thing that’ll happen?”
I know that she isn’t too sure, but we dig into our food, the silence a little awkward but it isn’t too bad. I’m quite enjoying my time with her, knowing how giddy she makes me feel. I couldn’t be sure what to make of it, trying to decide what would be the next best course of action. She is just too beautiful, and she makes me feel things that I have not felt in so long. How she managed to worm her way into my heart, I’m not completely certain but it’s like she knew precisely what to do.
“I’ll do the dishes.” She murmurs, rising to her feet to gather up the dishes.
I was going to ignore her and do the dishes myself, but it was nice to see her up there doing the dishes, reminding me of what could happen if she remains by my side. I want to make her plump with my cubs… Or would they be pups? I’m not sure but I do know that I would be okay with it either way. I just want her to be happy and I know that I can make her happy if she will allow me to. I don’t know precisely what would come from it but either way, I know I will make her happy and she will make me happy, too.
“I can feel you staring at me.” She suddenly speaks up, making me look at her, “I know that I’m hot, but you don’t have to stare.”
Feeling a boost of confidence, I rise to my feet and make my way over to her. I don’t know precisely what I’m doing but I end up pressing a kiss to the back of her neck, scraping my teeth along the sensitive mark that I had made on her body. I’m aching to do a lot more to her, wanting so much more, but another part of me isn’t so sure what to do about it. It’s like my body has gone completely haywire and I couldn’t be sure what to make of it at all.
I guess only time will tell.
I press my hips against her butt, feeling how she shudders at the sudden contact. I don’t know what to do about it, but I do know what I want to happen. I’m sure she is thinking the same thing as she wiggles her butt against me, teasing me.
She’s playing with fire, I know that.
That’s okay though, I don’t mind doing it with her either.
Chapter Nine
Elara
Our tongues clash as he kisses me like he has never kissed someone before, making me moan at the sheer ferocity of the way he is touching me. It is making me feel like nothing else is going to matter or happen in this moment, an ache filling me on the inside that is desperate for a lot more. I don’t even know what is going through my head as I feel his hands on my body, making me feel more alive than I have felt in so long.
“You’re so beautiful, my mate.” He murmurs, sending an electric current though me that has me aching for a lot more, “I want you so badly. Please tell me it is okay.”
I don’t know why he is asking me considering the fact that he has been doing whatever he wants, and it didn’t really matter. When I see the glimmering look in his eyes, it almost makes my heart skip a beat and I know there is no way that I’m going to deny him. I know this could be really dangerous and I don’t know if I can fully trust him, but I have to do my best.
“Just hurry up and make love to me.” I whisper in a hoarse tone, licking my bottom lip, “I’ll handle it.”
I couldn’t be sure what to make of it but I’m going to do whatever she wants. It is nerve-wracking in itself, making me needy for a lot more but what else could come from it, I do not know. When I feel his hands moving over my body, touching me, caressing me, doing whatever he wants to me, I know there’s nothing left for me to do. I ache for him in ways that have never been possible, but I do know that I’m going to win him over completely and he won’t have any choice but to pick me.
I reach down his pants and wrap my hand around the monster in his jeans, making me shudder because it is bigger than I had originally thought. I don’t even know how this is going to fit inside of me, a bit intimidated by it but there’s no way that I’m going to hold back either. It’s like something has spurred inside of me, a craving that is almost too much. I know that I can hold back, if Need be, but I don’t.
I help him remove his clothing, tossing it aside with mine as well. I don’t stop until I feel his bare skin against mine, making me whimper with need as I need so much more from him. I don’t know precisely what he is going to do to me, but I do know there’s no way I’m going to just hold myself back. When I want something, there’s not going to be anything stopping me from getting it. When I see how he looks at me, I know he is feeling the same way.
“I want you so badly.” He murmurs, his tone becoming more and more crass as he is a lot more tempted to do things to me, “I don’t know how you managed to evade me but I’m not going to let you go again. You’re mine and I’m going to make sure that you know it.”
I love it, wetting my lips as I’m tempted for him to do a lot more to me. It is really scary, but I keep stroking his cock, teasing him a little bit in the same way he is teasing me.
“Do your worst.” I offer him in a teasing tone.
I mean, what is the worst thing that he will do?
He lets out a low growl and he ends up picking me up, carrying me somewhere in the house. I don’t know where he is going to take me, looking around curiously when he ends up coming into one of the bedrooms. Dropping my naked body down on the bed, he removes the rest of his clothing, revealing inch by glorious inch of his delectable frame. It makes me part my lips, becoming more and more aroused for him in ways that I never deemed possible. A part of me was tempted to ask him what else I could do about this, but I also don’t quite know what to do besides what is happening now.
“Keep touching me.” He instructs me, his eyes blazing, “don’t stop until I tell you.”
