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His hard, chiseled chest presses down on me slightly as he pushes the head of his dick at my hot entrance. “Good girl, hot and wet for your mate.” A wave of arousal wets my core even more at his words.

My fingers spear in his hair and I pull his lips to mine with a desperation I’ve never felt before. He moans into my mouth as he moves slowly, deeper and deeper inside of me. I gasp as he stretches my walls with a hint of pain that only adds to the pleasure. My legs wrap around his hips and my heels dig into his muscular ass as he flexes, pumping agonizingly slow, shallow thrusts into my heat. Each thrust pushes more of him inside of me. I moan and writhe, thinking I won’t be able to take him all. He hits against my wall with each pump, making me grip onto his shoulders and bite his neck to keep the screams of pleasures from escaping. Another orgasm rips through my body, quickly heating and numbing my core. It’s too intense and not enough all at the same time.

“Yes! Bite me baby.” At his words and quickening pace, I sink my teeth deeper into his flesh. His thrusts become hard and deep, each one jolting my body against the ground. Fuck, he feels so good. I’m lost in the pleasure of him. I’ve never wanted more in my life than to have more of him in every way for as long as I live. He brings me to the edge of yet another orgasm and I find myself desperate to hold onto him. I feel as though I’m falling as a blinding light flashes before my eyes. A sharp pinch makes me gasp as his teeth bite into the mark on the left side of my neck. I grip onto him as the pain is washed away by wave after wave of pleasure. The tides come in slow and threatening as they overwhelm my body. My body begs to thrash under him, but I’m paralyzed, gently shaking beneath him.

He bites me again and again. Rutting into me wildly with his own desperation. My back digs into the dirt as he snarls against my neck and fucks into me mercilessly. My own teeth dig deeper into his neck and the metallic taste of his blood filters into my mouth. I whimper as he thrusts into me brutally, biting into my neck again. Tears form in the corner of my eyes as he savagely ruins Shadow’s mark. I have no doubt that Shadow’s claim to me, the scar, will be completely unrecognizable. And although I can feel the slight pain over the overwhelming pleasure buzzing through every part of my body, I love the fact that it’s destroyed. I love that Jude has ruined it.

I love that he is taking me for himself.

He pulls away from my neck and the move makes me release him as well. He stares down at me as he shoves himself deep inside and stills as I tremble under him. My blunt nails dig into his shoulders as I cry out his name. His eyes never leave mine. They shine with love and possession.

“Mine.” He leans down and kisses me with passion and desire. He pounds into me again and again before kissing the right side of my neck. My body heats to an impossible temperature as he kisses the crook of my neck and lights every nerve in my body aflame.

“Yes!” I scream out as my pussy spasms around his cock. He growls low and deep and it’s the sexiest fucking sound I’ve ever heard. And then he does it. He bites the crook of my neck and holds me down as he pulses deep inside me with his own release.

My body flames with love and completion. My mate, my Alpha has claimed me. My lips part as I struggle to breathe. My chest swells and my body trembles as he releases me. His strong arms lift his body above mine. His eyes focus on his mark as a slow smile grows on his face. My heart softens and I relax on the ground beneath him, feeling proud that I’ve given him this. He deserves every piece of me and I of him. Life has kept us apart for too long.

Just as the thought hits me, the burning starts. I wince and try to avoid showing pain. I can’t disappoint him. I don’t want him to see how weak I am, but the pain grows and my hands fly to my neck. One on each side. Tears well and I start to thrash as it radiates down my shoulders in sharp stinging lightning pains. Jude pushes my hand away and I involuntarily fight him, feeling the need to get away from his hot touch, but he pins me down. His tongue laps at the marks on the left side and a wave of cooling relief flows down that side of my body. As I start to plead for relief on the other side, he moves to the right and gently licks the wound. My chest rises and falls with surrender as he moves back and forth, licking and kissing my neck. He doesn’t stop, not until the shocking heat has nearly vanished.

I wrap my arms around him and close my eyes as the chill of his touch eases the pain, leaving only the slight aftershocks of pleasure to lull me into deep relaxation. All at once, my body feels heavy and swayed by the moon. My eyes fall with exhaustion. “I love you, Jude,” I whisper into his ear before kissing his neck.

“I love you, Lena.” The last words I hear as I fall into a deep and much needed sleep are “my love; my mate.”

LENA

The little yawn JJ gives me as I pat his bottom and he rests his sleeping head on my shoulder melts my heart. We decided on Jeremiah James, but JJ for short. Jude’s eyes lit up at the nickname when I asked him. The memory fills me with warmth; every small thought of my mate does. I’d hoped that he would love it and I wasn’t disappointed at all by his reaction.

The soft pat pat is in time with my body as I gently rock and shush him with the warmth of the sun coming through the open window in the great room of the main cabin. In only a month, this place has changed so much. Jude and his brothers gave me and Emma creative control… which I fully handed off to Emma. I’m growing to love her and the pack. She actually helped me come up with JJ’s name. For the first time in so long I can truly say I have a family and that I’m a member of a pack. Truly and in every way. As is my little pup.

Jude’s connection with JJ is undeniable. Although everyone knows JJ isn’t Jude’s biological son, he’s accepted by the pack as his. Never in my life did I think I could feel this way. There’s nothing but warmth and welcome from everyone surrounding us. For once, my heart is open and that scares me more than anything. When I’m closed off, I at least have armor. But here, I can’t be guarded. The feeling of belonging is far too overwhelming.

I don’t doubt that there’s spittle and drool all over the top of this beautiful dress Jude gave me. It’s made of pale, pink chiffon and ends just above my knees. He said he loves the way the color makes my skin glow. I happen to think it’s Jude who makes me glow, and Emma and Grace agree, but I keep that little tidbit from my mate.

JJ coos and I rub my cheek against his soft little head and inhale deeply. Babies have this smell that makes me flush with happiness and a sense of peace. I rest my cheek gently on him and hum softly as Jude continues his conversation with Devin. I haven’t been paying attention to what they’re talking about, but the loud bark of laughter from Jude and the playful slap from Grace onto Devin’s arm makes me happy. A bright smile lights quickly across my face.

I can’t believe this is my pack. We’re sheltered and safe with Devin and his pack surrounding us, but they’re leaving soon and this morning’s meeting has been all about the details of the packs’ union. Even Reece and Addy have bonded to both packs although they’ll stay with us. Together we’re stronger, so we shall remain imprinted. I’m not ready for them to go, though. We’re protected here, but it’s not about that. It’s more the simple fact that I’ll miss them. No matter how much Grace promises they’ll visit, I don’t want them to leave.

Jude must sense my anxiety, because the moment my heart starts to race with worry and trepidation, his large arm wraps around my waist and pulls me into his warmth. My wolf rubs against my side, closest to our mate. She loves the way our bodies press together. She pushes against his hard body and the act calms me. I feel nothing but at peace in his embrace. The approving rumble that vibrates through him stirs my wolf and makes my heart swell with devotion.

As I settle in his embrace, my eyes find an older woman resting against the side wall. Her gray hair has streaks of white in it and thick wire-framed glasses shield her pale blue eyes. A small smile slowly grows on her face. As she walks toward us, I expect my wolf’s hackles to raise or for her to whimper in fear, instead she stretches lazily and rests sweetly against my side once again.

Jude kisses my hair and whispers in my ear. “You look beautiful, baby.” His warm breath makes me wriggle away as it tickles the crook of my neck. His low, sexy chuckle in my ear makes me want to nip his bottom lip in admonishment and lick that dip in his throat. A wave of unexpected arousal heats my core and has me practically panting for his touch. I clear my throat, straightening and moving slightly away from him as I try to avoid concentrating on how good his hands feel on me. My heat must be coming soon. I look into my mate’s eyes and wonder if we’ll have another.

The older woman stops in front of us and smiles sweetly before scenting the air and cocking a brow. The knowing smirk on her lips makes me blush. But thankfully, she doesn’t comment. “I just wanted to tell you both how happy I am that Jude’s back.” Her small, wrinkled hand pats mine. “And that he’s found such a sweet mate.” I can’t help but to smile at her kindness.

“I’m happy to be home Marci.” He bends down and gives the older woman a kiss on the cheek. A happiness clouded with a bit of grief flashes in her eyes as she pats my hand once again and then walks away.

“Who is she?” I look up at Jude and find a sad smile on his lips.

“She was my mother’s friend.”

“I’m sorry.” I don’t know what else to say. It must be very hard for him to come home after all these years. Especially given the circumstance. It’s a dark tale that lacked a happily ever after, but hopefully with Jude back, we can ease the pain that came with such a tragedy.

“We aren’t that far away from each other.” Emma’s soft voice breaks the sad moment and I’m grateful for it. “Your packs could still do that mind talking couldn’t you?”

Jude huffs a deep laugh. “Too far. Way too far for that.”

“So you’d lose the connection?”

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