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“I’ll agree to have sex with you, on camera, but I’m in charge. From start to finish, I’m in control, and you’ll do what I tell you to do when I tell you to do it.”
I nod eagerly. “That’s fine. I have no idea what I’m doing anyway,” I say a little too quickly, feeling a blush fill my cheeks.
A sly smile crosses his lips, and I wonder if I’ve said something wrong, but dismiss it when he starts to talk again.
“Are you on birth control?” he asks matter-of-factly.
“Yes, I have the implant,” I admit.
“Where? Let me see it,” he demands.
Pulling up the arm of my sleeve, I run my finger over the tiny scar and the raised lump that holds the implant.
“Good, then I’m not going to wear a condom. I’ve never taken a virgin before, and I want to feel it. I got tested recently, and I haven’t had sex with anyone since. I’m clean, and I’ve never had sex without protection before.”
“I’m clean too,” I say stupidly.
“I assumed you would be, but thank you for confirming it,” he says, a smile curling at the corners of his lips.
“Oh, well, I guess it’s obvious with the whole virgin thing,” I say, embarrassed. “Are those your only conditions? You want to be in charge and not have to wear a condom?”
“There’s just one more thing I think we both need to agree on.”
I’m not sure what he’s going to say, but I lift my chin and look at him, knowing how insistent he is on having my eyes on him when we’re talking. It feels like his gaze sees right into my blackened, evil soul, and I have to fight the urge to look away.
Instead of speaking, he waits until I’m practically itching with discomfort. “I want to make sure that you understand that this is a one-time-only thing. Taking someone’s virginity is usually a big deal, but that’s not what’s happening with us. I need to know that you know this is just sex. I don’t want to end up being called out for fucking you, then not calling.”
“I understand,” I scoff. “This is just about breaking the will. We’re not going to end up falling in love or anything stupid like that.”
It takes every ounce of self-control I have not to allow my voice to break. Because even though I’m the one who asked him to do this, it still hurts to know that my first time won’t be with my husband or someone I love. It’ll be with a man who hates me, because he’s under no illusion as to who I am. This is a business arrangement, a quid pro quo situation where we have sex so I can save myself from having to marry a monster, and he can help my sister with her quest to break the will and ruin our parents.
Narrowing his eyes, he looks at me, then nods. “Okay then. When do you want to do this?”
“Now,” I say decisively.
“Now?” he rasps, then clears his throat.
“The sooner we do this, the sooner I can break the will. It’s the engagement party tonight, and after everything that happened with my parents last night, I think it’d be prudent not to give them enough time to come up with any more crazy ideas. They started blowing up my phone the moment I left last night, and I think it’s safe to say that they’re probably losing their minds trying to track me down right now. I don’t have the luxury of waiting any longer.”
“You want to have sex for the first time, right now?” he asks incredulously, a smirk tugging at his lips.
“I want this to be over,” I reply, locking my gaze with his. “I just want this to be over.”
Exhaling, the smile falls from his lips, and he nods solemnly. “Okay. Stay here, and I’ll go to the store and buy a video camera; cell phones are too easy to hack.”
I nod in agreement, because I really hadn’t thought this far ahead.
“Do you want your sister here, for…after?” he asks awkwardly.
“God, no,” I gasp. “Izabella doesn’t need to know anything about this until the will is broken. You saw the note I left for her telling her you were helping me to break the will, but she never needs to know the details. No one ever needs to know.”
His stare is unblinking, his lips dipping down into a slight frown as he pulls his cell out of his pocket and turns it off, showing me the dark screen. “Agreed. No one ever needs to know,” he says coldly, standing and striding over to the door. “The master bedroom is the second door on the right, I want to find you in there waiting for me when I get back,” he orders as he steps out onto the deck and disappears from view.
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HAWTHORN
I just agreed to fuck Penelope fucking Rhodes.
