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“How many men have fucked you while you’ve been gone?” I asked, finding it hard to take a deep breath. “How many men have you begged to fuck you just right?”
He grabbed my wrist and squeezed until it was almost to the point of hurting—but not quite. “How many have you fucked?” He waggled his eyebrows. “You don’t get to play that game with me. I know you took no vows of celibacy.”
Adrenaline surged through my body. Yeah, I’d had people I’d unloaded into, but I hadn’t had any other partners. I’d never wanted to make the connection, not when I’d fucked this one up so royally—and didn’t even know why or how. I shoved him back against my desk, pushed his shirt up under his chin, and got distracted by his pecs, squeezing the muscles.
He put his hands on my chest but didn’t exactly shove me off. “Why do you think you get to act like a fucking arsehole, then get all the good stuff?” He scowled.
I slid my hand down and grabbed his half-hard cock through his jeans. “Because you fucking like it.” I gave him a squeeze, and his head fell back.
With a growl, I latched on to his neck and sucked as hard as I could, determined to mark him so the next asshole who flirted with him would know he wasn’t available. We might not be dating, but no one else was touching him or I would fucking make them regret it. Part of me knew I was being insane, but I’d just gotten Tav back—sort of. No one was stealing him from me.
He panted and groaned. His hands were rough as he pulled me closer and ground his groin hard against mine. His cock was flying at full mast now, and I shuddered at the pleasure that raced through me as he put pressure on my hard-on with his. I moved to the other side of his neck, making the deepest bruise I could with my mouth. He cried out, and I glanced at the door but honestly didn’t give a fuck if anyone heard us. I slid my hands up and attacked his hard nipples, teasing and pinching. He thrust against me, and it was all so good I just wanted it to go on forever.
“You’re a jealous prick,” he said with a laugh. I knew from his tone he didn’t mean anything by what he’d said, but the wound of seeing him flirt—fuck, okay, seeing him talk—to another man festered and became poison. I bit his right nipple hard enough that a high-pitched keen filled the room.
He didn’t ask me to stop, so I didn’t.
I sucked and lapped at the already swollen nub, and he slouched back against my desk with his legs spread, obviously offering himself to me. I ran my fingers into his hair and yanked his head to the side.
“Did you go somewhere and let Merlin fuck you?” I whispered in his ear.
“Not that kind of man. But if I was, there’s no shame in it.” He pinched my side, but I barely felt the zing of pain.
“Yeah, there would be for you,” I said, sliding my fingers around that bracelet he’d wanted back so bad, then giving it a light snap against his skin that had him hissing. “You’ve been wearing this since you walked out of my life? Doesn’t that mean you’re still mine?”
I leaned back to glare, and his mouth opened and closed. I hated that I’d managed to put tears in the corners of his eyes. Guilt washed through me, but it wasn’t enough to make me stop. I unbuckled his belt and slid down the zipper, then worked his cock free until it was in my hand, the pink head peeking out from the foreskin and gleaming with precum. I massaged the skin around the tip the way he’d always liked, and he shuddered and rested his forehead against my shoulder.
“Are you mine, Tav?” I hissed into his ear.
He nodded.
“You’re goddamned right you are. If I’m a spoiled asshole, then you should already know I don’t share.”
He gasped as I switched to teasing strokes, and he wrapped his arms around my shoulders and buried his face against my neck, where he gave me pleading kisses. I could feel myself wanting to give in, calm down, simply fuck this out of my system, but I was pissed off and this wasn’t the end of things.
“Instead of talking to me, you accuse me of treating you like a dog,” I said, twisting my wrist and catching his cockhead just right on the upstroke. “Maybe you can only fucking communicate in dog language.”
Tav moaned and rocked his hips, shoving his dick harder into my hand. I backed off, and I wasn’t sure what exactly I had in mind as I whipped out my dick. Part of me wanted to piss on him, but I was so fucking hard there was no way that was happening even if I would’ve had a full bladder. He licked his lips as he stared down at me and tried to tug me closer by my hips, but I planted my feet.
“Do you want this more than you want Merlin?”
“Who?” he asked, blinking at me with a confused little furrow between his eyebrows.
Fuck, he was so goddamned handsome it hurt. I grabbed him by the back of the neck and kissed him, then used my hold on him to drag him around to the other side of the desk. I dropped to my knees and fumbled my lube out of the bottom drawer on the right, where I kept it for the occasional lonely long night when I was burning the midnight oil. He laughed, then moaned when I sucked his cockhead into my mouth. His thighs shook as I swirled my tongue around him. I let him go with a pop.
“Is this mine, Tav?” I asked, staring up at him.
He shivered and nodded, and I tossed the lube on the desk. I made sure he was watching as I sucked him down again. His mouth fell open before he clamped his teeth on his bottom lip. I shoved his thighs wider, so it would be harder for him to do anything but take it, and bobbed my head. I dug my fingers into his muscles, waiting for the telltale sign that he was close. Not long later he started to knead my shoulders, and I got a few tasty bursts of precum on my tongue as I pulled back.
“Judah. Oh, Christ, Judah.” He strained against me, and I rode it out, sliding my mouth over him in long, smooth strokes until his breath caught and that tiny hitch escaped him. I pulled off him as he whined and thrust toward me, but I only kissed lightly along his shaft.
“Why?” he asked, sounding absolutely betrayed.
I shot to my feet. “You’re mine, and you get to come when I say you can.”
He stared, and I half expected him to take a swing at me, but then he nodded and dragged me in for a deep kiss. I thrust my tongue between his lips, and he sucked. The sweet, accepting pressure after I’d been tasting his cock and touching him nearly sent me slipping over the edge.
An intense pleasure swirled in my gut as he nodded again while I kissed him, and I pulled away long enough to stare into his eyes.
