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“It’s not that. I’m… I’ve sworn an oath… to… to protect you no matter what…”
“I don’t need protection from you. You said it yourself that you’re not a priest. We don’t need to feel ashamed.”
“There’s something else you should know.” I clear my throat. “I’ve been abstaining for a little while.”
She blinks a couple of times. “Abstaining?”
I nod. “I’ve been celibate for over six months… In order to start over. I wasn’t feeling in a good place a while back, or with the choices I was making with women.”
Her face softens. Wait, this isn’t meant to be a come-on, if anything it’s meant to turn her off!
I don’t deserve her. A lump forms in my throat.
“Is that the only reason… That you don’t want to do this?”
“It isn’t that I don’t want to, Bella… But you’re so young…”
“I’m not that young. But abstaining is a choice. You haven’t always done that.” Of course, she makes a great argument. I haven’t.
“A choice I made because I need to cleanse myself. To feel like a better human being. But you, little one. I can’t deny that fact you’re tempting.”
“Then please me,” she whispers. “That isn’t the same as pleasing yourself, is it? Only I’m committing a sin.”
My lips part. Holy fucking shit.
I smirk. My innocent little Bella. I’m leaking from my tip, I want her so bad. None of these things I can tell her, of course. If only I’d sent her back to her room, none of this would be happening right now…
“Seeing your body on display, Bella. That would be punishment enough. I don’t want to… to hurt you.”
“But you like women?”
“Of course.”
“Just not me? In that way?” She sounds genuinely curious.
My eyes flick to her nipple again — she hasn’t even bothered to cover herself. “You know that’s not true.”
“Prove it.”
“You don’t know what you’re askin’.”
She cups my face. “Yes, I do. I’m not as innocent as you think. I want you to touch me.”
“Says the virgin who’s never been touched before.”
“I want it to be you. I want you to make me feel good.”
My dick kicks against the fabric of my boxers. I’ve never been so hard in my life.
If she even thinks about touching my dick, I’ll come in my pants like a fucking teenager.
The trouble is, I know I can make her feel good. I know I can give her what she needs.
“Nobody has to know,” she whispers.
I smirk. “You think it works that way?”
“Why not?”
