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Holden is known for hooking up with girls in the barn. I’ve heard the stories. Ever since the girls in my class were old enough to care, they’ve been counting down the days until their eighteenth birthday, all hoping for a chance to spend an evening rolling around in the hay with the oldest Redford brother, like it’s some kind of badge of honor. He only hooks up with girls closer to his age, but that doesn’t mean the ones in my and Dolly’s class haven’t tried.
He flexes his ab muscles, thrusting into her mouth with his eyes still closed. She moans around him, clearly enjoying herself just as much as he is.
My mouth dries up as I continue to gawk at the scene. My internal voice is screaming at the top of its lungs, but I can’t convince myself to move.
“That’s right, just like that,” his deep voice encourages her, the erotic sound jolting me back to reality.
I stumble back in a panic, making a scraping noise with my boots against the floor. My eyes dart up, wide and terrified as I make direct eye contact with Holden.
His black-brown eyes bore into mine from about fifteen feet away. His thick eyebrows lower with disapproval as his gaze rakes over me, as if I were the one in a compromising position with my pants around my knees and not him.
His hard stare freezes me in place again, like a damn laser beam holding me captive. My mouth forms an O. I keep expecting him to say something, to tell me to fuck off, or to make her stop and push her off of him, but he doesn’t do any of that. Instead, he keeps his eyes locked on to mine for what feels like forever, but is probably only a few seconds.
The girl’s head starts moving faster, but his eyes never leave mine. He grips her hair tightly, fisting it so hard that the veins in his forearm pop.
“That’s it, baby. Good girl.” His hand is still on her, but his eyes are on me.
My breathing grows more shallow while my skin grows hotter, a flush crawling up my neck. I’ve never seen anything like this. Duke and I haven’t done anything sexual at all. We’ve only made out in his pickup truck and gotten a little handsy. I’m eighteen now, so we probably will cross that line soon since I’m legally an adult and planning to move out soon.
My father already said he’d have Duke cuffed before he could get his pants all the way down if he tried. Duke is only eleven months older than me, but my father has never approved of us dating. Even though the age of consent is seventeen in Texas, he would find something to pin on Duke to get him in trouble or forbid me from seeing him. Mayor Dixon has the county sheriff in his back pocket.
Truthfully, I’m not sure I’m completely ready to take that step with my boyfriend.
Holden, on the other hand, is twenty-six. A full eight years older than me. He’s very experienced, and he’s probably gotten hundreds of blow jobs in the hay, exactly like he is now.
My upper lip is starting to sweat under his steady, carnal gaze.
You will count to three, and then you will turn around and march out of here!
My thundering heart rate is almost as loud as the sloppy sound of the girl’s wet mouth around Holden’s member, which I really can’t see from here. Like a complete and total pervert, I feel the urge to step closer to get a better view.
Holy shit, turn around and leave. You’re dating his BROTHER!
My memory and overall common sense finally snap me back to the present.
What the hell am I doing?
With one last stolen glance into his dark, bottomless eyes, I spin around and flee the scene. My lungs are screaming for air as I try not to make a sound, waiting until I’m outside the barn before gulping in oxygen. My body feels like it’s on fire, hot coals pressing into my chest and cheeks. The cold air helps minimally. I wish I could jump into an ice bath to shock my system back to reality, hopefully erasing every hint of what just happened from my memory.
What did I just witness?
I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to wipe away the erotic picture of Holden’s gaze, his sensual parted lips, the contraction of his muscles as he was being … pleasured by some nameless, faceless girl.
Who was that?
I didn’t get a single glance at her face, probably because I was too distracted by him. His hands, his eyes.
Holy shit, his voice …
The deep, lustful tone of his voice is going to haunt me.
I continue stomping up toward the house, forgetting what I was even doing out there in the barn to begin with as I replay the scene over and over, unable to stop myself. My skin feels like it’s sunburned.
“Dolly!” a voice calls from the back porch ahead of me.
My eyes jump to see Duke standing there with Sterling, the brother right above him in age. A new wave of embarrassment and shame washes over me at the sight of my boyfriend after what I saw in the barn.
Duke and I have barely fooled around, but I’ve never even gotten half this aroused and overheated with him.
