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“Then why have you been avoiding me?” She sniffles. “I haven’t seen you in a month! And before that, I didn’t see you for weeks on end. This has been happening since you discharged me from the hospital. If you’re repulsed by my episodes and suicide attempt, tell me so to my face. Don’t just disappear and leave me anxious and paranoid.”
“I am not repulsed. I’d never be repulsed by you.”
“You never consummated our marriage.” Her words end in a sniffle before she whispers, “You…never treated me like your wife.”
“You told me not to touch you.”
“On our wedding night! Because I was scared and confused. I didn’t mean the entirety of our marriage.” She steps closer.
I step back.
Ican’ttouch her.
If I do, I won’t stop. I’ll fuck her so hard and rough, she won’t be able to walk for days.
No one can accuse me of being a saint, but I think I should be rewarded the position for abstaining since the night I murdered Oliver.
But I have my reasons. One, my face triggers her.
Two. The idea of taking advantage of her lethargic mental state where she’s not lucid enough to consent orfeelevery inch of me leaves a rancid taste at the back of my throat.
So I’ll remain a fucking monk until she gets better.
“You don’t even want to touch me.” Tears cascade down her cheeks. “Why? Why can’t youseeme, Eli?”
I stare at her glittering eyes that resemble a whirling storm. “Idosee you. More than anything or anyone.”
“Liar!” she yells. “Lies! Tell me the truth! Say you don’t want to touch me because you think about replacing me with a normal woman.”
“Never.”
“Stop lying to me!” She lets her hands fall to either side of her and that’s when I see the huge kitchen knife she’s holding.
Fucking hell!
“What do you plan to do with that, Ava?” I ask with a calm I don’t feel.
She points the knife in my direction. “Let me go or I’ll stab you.”
“I told you. The day where you’re not my wife does not exist.”
Her lips tremble. “You think I can’t hurt you because I had a crush on you?”
“On the contrary, I think you would exactly because of that.”
“Give me my freedom back and you can do whatever you want with the women lining up to be with you.”
“No.”
“I willkillyou.”
“Do it.” I take a step toward her. “That’s the only way you’ll be free of me.”
“Don’t come any closer!”
I reach for the knife, but she wields it sporadically, her eyes half-closed. A sickening stabbing sound fills my ears as pain explodes in my lower abdomen.
A soft gasp echoes in the air and Ava releases the knife, leaving it wedged in my abdomen. Her wide eyes follow the stream of blood as it soaks my white shirt and drips onto the wooden floor.
