It clenches against my fingertip, but I don’t insert it, just let it settle there, driving him wild. He likes the idea of it. Likes the idea of me pushing inside of him. I can’t wait to be able to get him on his hands and knees and eat his ass.
One day.
Soon.
I press against it harder, sucking faster. When he comes, he does so with a shout, holding my head down on his dick until he’s wrung dry.
When he’s finished, I look up at him. He’s panting, his cheeks rosy red, he looks like mine.
My Matthew.
“You cheated,” he says, and I let out a small laugh, crawling up onto his lap and kissing him softly.
“I use everything at my disposal. I, my love, am a winner.”
“Fuck,” he says and then shakes his head. “I should have known.”
“You should have.”
He pulls me in for another kiss and we stay wrapped in each other until it’s time to go to bed.
I wake up to the feel of something pressing against my hole, something thick and wet. I groan, clenching around it and opening myself up, letting it penetrate each ring of muscle until it’s pressed all the way inside of me.
I groan, feeling the hot breath of Matthew against my neck. He’s kissing his way to my ear and nibbling on the lobe, driving me insane as he pushes the dildo into me, inch by long inch.
“So good,” he says as he works it in and out of me. “So good.”
It is. So. Good.
I can’t wait until it’s him inside of me and not this. I can’t fucking wait. The way my heart will explode in happiness.
He moves it in and out of me, kissing my neck and jaw, my hips canting backward as I fuck myself on it. Needing to be filled. I need to be filled by him.
“Want you. Fuck me, Matthew,” I moan as he works that toy into me faster, harder.
I can hear his panting breaths on my skin and feel the way he wants me. His own dick is hard against my back. How easy it would be to replace that silicone cock with his own.
Oh my god, I wouldn’t survive it.
I’d just head straight on up.
“We have an hour before we need to go to work,” he whispers and then rolls me onto my stomach, kneeling between my spread legs and working that dildo into me. He likes to watch it, watch my hole take it.
It’s why he’s using such a big one, a thick dildo I bought as a personal bet, to see if I could take it. And I can. Matthew knows I can.
“So hot. Look at you,” he groans as he twists it inside of me, making me cry out, the sensation of being split wide open. “So slutty for it.”
“Yes, yes I am,” I groan and then start to rock my cock into the mattress, needing release. This is too much, a haze of sleepiness, trying to catch my breath.
He presses down against my back, kissing a trail up my spine as he holds the toy inside of me. I imagine it’s his big dick splitting me wide open. Oh god, I need it. I want it.
But of course, it doesn’t happen. Our love story is one for the ages, long and drawn out. Just like this, bringing me to the edge only to be pulled away, panting, whining, begging for release.
Matthew chuckles lowly as he starts to fuck me with it again, hard and rough this time, making me break out in a sweat.
“Matthew, please!” I cry out and that’s when I feel it, the sensation of cool air on me, a gaping hole with nothing in it.
And then warm flesh moving against it, his fingers pressing inside.