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“Touch yourself, Alexia. I want to watch you.”
My eyes about popped out of my head, as I pulled my hand away.
“I … I can’t do that!” I protested in shock. That was something I only did in private.
“Yes, you can. Do it for me. It turns me on just to think about it. But to see it, with me inside of you, would be amazing.” He guided my hand back down. “I’ll make it easy for you. Just like this.” He started a light circular motion, his fingers on top of mine, but before long, his hand disappeared and mine was the one circling my clit, as he watched.
The tension built and threatened to burst when he said, “Open your eyes and come for me.”
The second I looked at him, my orgasm erupted, and I called his name, collapsing onto his chest.
“You look amazing when you come. Christ, I’ve never seen anything so fucking beautiful.”
I was being cradled by him as his hands moved up and down my back, while he whispered sexy words in my ear.
When my wits returned, I raised myself to my elbows and stared at him. I wanted to tell him a million things, but I didn’t dare let myself because it was way too soon to talk about this. I did something else instead. I began to do to him what he did to me the night before. I worshipped his body with my hands, mouth, and tongue, licking, sucking, nibbling, and kissing every inch of him. When I got to the very best part, I took him into my mouth and pleasured him until he was pulling my hair and fisting the sheets.
“Jesus, Alexia, you’re going to be the death of me. I knew I was right.”
“About what?”
“Your mouth. It was made for kissing. And not just my lips, sweetheart. Get up here.”
I crawled from the end of the bed and he pulled me on top of him.
“One day,” he announced with conviction.
“What?” I asked in confusion.
“One day you’ll stay here. Forever.”
I laughed.
“I’m not kidding, Alexia. I’m serious.”
His eyes didn’t leave mine for a millisecond. He didn’t even blink.
“I don’t think I ...”
He interrupted me. His eyes softened then, turning from the smoldering smoke of a fire to a muted gray of an early morning mist. “I’m not asking you to think. You’re going to be with only me one day. And don’t worry. I’m a patient man and willing to wait for you to work out your issues.”
My jaw hit the floor and I didn’t know what to say or do. I couldn’t breathe.
“I suppose I’ve shocked you.” He still hadn’t looked away.
All the words evaporated. Then something nudged my heart, warming me from within. I wanted to say something, anything. He’d said what I’d been thinking, but I was stupefied to hear it from him.
“You don’t need to say anything, and I hope I didn’t just scare the life out of you.”
“No!” I finally blurted out. “You didn’t. I was thinking along those same lines, but it was ridiculous because it’s too fast. This scares me. We scare me. I’ve been a hot mess for such a long time. I want us to be together, but only when I get rid of the baggage. Just look what happened during the night. I’m still dealing with that nightmarish attack on top of all the other crap. My life’s a giant shit show.”
“And now I’ve dumped this on you. I should’ve kept those thoughts to myself.”
“Don’t think of it that way. This is a beautiful thing. I’ve never felt this way before.”
“Even about Peter?”
“One of the things I felt the guiltiest about over his death was that stupid argument we had. He wanted to get married, but I had decided I didn’t. I loved him, but not enough to marry him. That’s why I carried this guilt for this long. But it’s different with you.”
