“Fuck,” Kane grunted, and his grip on my hips tightened.
I was insatiable. Biting at his nipple until he gasped, I kissed my way back up to his mouth while reaching down between my legs. Fighting with his belt was only mildly frustrating, but eventually, the leather slipped free, and I was able to grasp his cock and ease him free of his clothing.
Rising up onto my knees, I shoved my sweatpants down as far as they could go from this angle. Kane helped, then his hands slid under my t-shirt and caressed my back. Utter bliss overcame me as I sank down onto his cock.
My head tipped back and I moaned, soaking up the stretch of his cock and the satisfying sensation of having weight inside of me. Just one stroke, and I was already so close. My heart rate picked up and I clenched all my muscles down around Kane’s cock.
A punched-out moan escaped him like he had been wounded, and then I cupped his neck and kissed him hard. From there, I rode him with every ounce of strength and determination I had. We didn’t break apart, sharing air as we wanted into each other’s mouths. His nails scraped down my back, sending tingles over my entire body. I suckled at his thick lower lip, caressed his hair and neck, then gripped his shoulders tightly as I bounced repeatedly on his cock.
It was the only thing I was hungry for. The only thing I craved at that moment.
Kane’s arm suddenly wound around me, pulling me close to his chest. The position didn’t halt my movements but it did provide a slightly better angle. The pleasure built hot and fast and when I came, it was with a scream that pulled painfully at my dry throat.
I rode Kane to his own orgasm and then peppered kisses all over his jaw. Only when his cock started to soften did I slide to the side and flop onto the couch, breathless.
“Holy shit,” Kane gasped. “What brought that on?”
“I don’t know,” I shrugged, trying to cling to the peace that came from my orgasm for a little longer. Unfortunately, it slipped away far too fast, and I was left with the same hollow pit as before. “I was just horny.”
“When Liam said he was worried about you, he didn’t mention this.” Kane leaned forward and re-buttoned his shirt. “Are you okay?”
“I’m fine,” I snapped, then I took a breath. “Sorry. People keep asking me that and I feel like they don’t believe me when I answer.”
“Well, you did collapse at work,” Kane pointed out gently. “That has worried all of us.”
“It was dehydration, nothing more. I’m just… worried about the company and everyone involved.”
The concern melted away from Kane’s face and he nodded, then eyes hardened. “I understand. Something fishy is going on here and I’m going to get to the bottom of it.”
Despite the post-sex glow, I swore there was something almost accusatory about his gaze. That could have been the guilt talking but I couldn’t risk it. I couldn’t be around him, or I’d end up spilling my guts.
“You have to leave.”
“I can’t,” Kane said flatly. “I’m here to take care of you.”
Rising from the couch, I angled toward the door. “I have Bianca coming over and she’s going through a lot. She really needs me, so you can’t be here when she gets here.”
“Oh.” Kane’s brows shifted in surprise. “Alright. I understand, I hope she’s okay?”
“She’s fine. There’s just… a lot.”
The closer Kane stepped, the more I felt like I was going to explode from anger and upset. I almost missed the numbness from before he was here. The sex was supposed to give me a good feeling, not reignite sensations in my heart.
“So if you could…?” I tilted my head, then paused as Kane caught my chin between his fingers.
“Call me before you go to bed.”
“Why?” I squinted up at him.
“So I know you’re okay. I’m not asking. I’m telling you.”
A warm shiver wormed its way down my spine and I flashed him a smile. “I will.”
I was supposed to wait for Bianca. Maybe I should have.
The problem was that being alone in my apartment after Kane left was driving me crazy. The guilt was all consuming, and it kept bubbling up like vomit. Until real vomit had me running to the bathroom three times.
I was sweating, and my heart wouldn’t stop racing. There was nothing I could do to calm down so in the end, I redressed and headed back to the office.