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He looks like he wants to hit me but I’m not going to give him the satisfaction. I fold my arms across my chest as I try to think what I’m going to do. I hate how this has turned out and it makes me feel like nothing is going right at all. I know he is definitely feeling the same way in a sense, but I know that there’s not much more I can do to make him see that I can’t let him take her away from me. If this ended up happening, I know it would ruin me and then there would be nothing left to do.
“Stay away from her!” I growl at him, taking a step forward, “or I will make you!”
The next thing I know, he is punching me across the face. I stumble back slightly, having not expected it but I’m not going to let him have a second chance to do it. I punch him hard across the face back, sending him flying against the wall. I am much stronger than he is, and I don’t mind doing this to him because I know this is the best way that I’m going to keep my woman safe. I hate how this has turned out, but I know that Jianna will be okay with whatever I decide. She knows that I can only hold back so much and there’s no way that I’m going to let Christopher win.
We are fighting, landing blow after blow as we both know that we’re not going to hold back. I don’t know how we can hold back because I think this is just something that has to happen. My heart is thumping wildly in my chest, feeling the adrenaline as I try to decipher what’s going to happen next between us. I couldn’t believe what was happening and I didn’t want to think that I would fight with him, but he isn’t giving me much of a choice. I’m stronger than him as well and I’m more than capable of dealing with him.
I slam him against the wall, punching him right in the gut. I can hear Jianna yelling at us but I’m not able to figure out what she is saying. I’m not sure what is going on but I’m afraid of what might end up happening next. I kept thinking about what would happen after that, but I couldn’t be so certain, just wanted to show him what happens when you keep messing with the person that I care about. I don’t think he wants her for the right reasons and I’m going to make sure that he knows that I’m not putting up with this for any longer.
“Stay away from her, Christopher,” I warn him, not wanting to show any mercy, “or I promise you that I will tear you limb from limb and I won’t let anything happen from there. You won’t ever see her again if I have anything to do with it.”
Before I could really hurt him though, she latches onto my arm and stops me from punching him again.
Chapter Nine
Jianna
I don’t know precisely why I stopped Elio from doing that because I honestly think it was the best thing for me to do. I hated seeing how they were beating up on each other because of me, it made me feel a bit terrible about myself. I could see that they were upset over me and maybe I did do this the wrong way. I might be really attracted to Elio and everything but that didn’t mean that I should have jumped into bed with him. Of course, that was my decision to do so and there’s really no reason that this would have to turn out badly, but I could see by the looks on both of their faces that they had a problem with one another, and they didn’t like it.
I knew that sleeping with Elio wasn’t a mistake, but I did hurt Christopher. Our past shouldn’t have mattered, and I should have respected him a little bit more even though I didn’t want to. It made me feel like I was going to do something wrong, like my time with Elio was just so I could upset Christopher. Maybe it was. Maybe I did this because I knew it would piss him off, but I couldn’t be entirely certain about that either. I just know that there’s no way that I’m going to let this happen.
“You both need to leave.” I murmur, seeing how they both look at me like I had just said something terrible, “I need to think. You two are putting too much pressure onto me and I’m not appreciating it. Christopher, you should have never barged into my home, that was YOUR fault, and Elio, you shouldn’t have hit him back. Christopher was just being an idiot. I think that we all need to cool down and I think that you need to just not think about this any longer or I’m afraid this would end up having a lot more.”
I toss Elio his clothes, picking up my robe so that way I could put it on and cover my body although I was definitely going to need a shower. Elio looks like I have just betrayed him, a tense expression on his face and he doesn’t look like he is happy with the predicament going on right now. I don’t know how to make everyone happy, and I need him to see what’s going to happen between us. I hate that this is going this way because it is becoming more and more obvious to me that he’s not doing something the great way.
“Elio, I’m sorry but I just need to think about this.” I murmur, giving him a soft smile, “I do think that we do have a bit of a connection, but I don’t want to think about what might end up happening next. I know how I feel, and I know what I want. I know that although we work well, I don’t want you fighting with Christopher. They do not deserve that at all.”
My heart is pumping hard in my chest because he is looking at me like he wants to do something to me. It makes me feel weird, running my fingers through my hair as I’m trying to push them out of my home. I don’t know what’s going through his head right now, but it is becoming more and more possible that I’m going to do something a bad way. I guess the only thing that I can do is figure what I want and go from there.
I kind of just hope that Elio can give me that space and he is understanding. I totally get it if he doesn’t want anything to do with me though because I kind of just hit and quit it, but I couldn’t be so certain. I couldn’t even tell him what I wanted even if I was able to. I guess only time is going to be able to tell.
As I’m walking them out of my home, Christopher doesn’t look back at me, storming off. I know that he’s pissed right now and there’s no talking to him when he is like this but that’s okay because I’m not keen on talking to him either. I thought that everything would be okay though as I looked at Elio, seeing how he is a bit tense but not like he was earlier. I can only imagine what is going through his head right now, trying to decide what I’m going to do. I honestly couldn’t be completely certain because I just know how I feel. I guess one way or another, I’m going to figure it out. I don’t know how I feel but I do know what I want, and I know that I just need to figure out what I have to do.
“Will you wait for me?” I ask him, a soft smile appearing on my face, “I know you might not believe me, but I didn’t see tonight as a mistake. I think we just rushed into it… I hope that you feel the way that I am feeling, and I hope that you feel the same way that I do.”
He doesn’t look a hundred percent certain, his lips pursing as he runs his fingers through his hair. I don’t know what is going through his head right now and I just know what I want. I know how I feel but I need to just go with the flow and hopefully decide what I’m going to do about this. I just hope that this goes the right way.
“I guess you better figure it out then before I grow impatient.” He murmurs coldly.
Before I can think to say anything else he is already walking away from me, and I know then and there that I better figure it out. If I don’t, I think that I will live to regret it.
Chapter Ten
Elio
I’m a little pissed at Jianna right now and I understand what is going through her head, but I hate the fact that she’s just allowing Christopher to get between us. He is pissed at me, and I guess that he has every right to be, but I hate how this has turned out. I know for a fact that I don’t want to let anything happen like this and it makes my stomach churn at the thought that I’m going to lose everything that I have built because I haven’t been nice enough to accept how things are going.
I can tell by the looks that I am given that it has already spread about my relationship with Jianna. I don’t care but so many people are telling me that I’m in the wrong because I wanted to have a relationship with her and that I didn’t willingly hand her over to Christopher. Why would I do that? Why would I even accept it? I understand that he THINKS that she is his woman, but they broke up because of him and it’s pretty obvious to me now that she doesn’t want anything to do with him. I get that, trying to decide what to do about it.
Letting out a low groan, trying to decide what to do about it. I keep thinking that maybe something is going to happen from here. I kept thinking that maybe something is going to happen, but I couldn’t decide where to go from here. I know how I feel, and I know what I want. I know that I need something more than that. I don’t know what to do but I do know that I’m going to do everything in my power to make her mine.
I just need to win her over.
Sighing softly, I run my fingers through my hair as I lounge at home, trying to decide where to go from here. I couldn’t be completely certain what was going to happen next, but I did know what I wanted. I do know what I need to do. I couldn’t be entirely certain about it though and I have to keep asking myself where to go from here because I couldn’t be certain about that at all. All I know is that I need to figure out what I want and when I want to do it. I guess the best thing to figure out is how I feel about it.
That’s why I’m not a hundred percent certain what she’s going to want from me. At least I keep thinking about what’s going to end up happening, trying to figure out what to do. My heart is thumping in my chest, trying to figure out where to go from here. What I wasn’t expecting is to hear a knock at the door and try to figure out where to go from there. I couldn’t be entirely certain, wondering who it could be.
I walk over and open the door, kind of expecting someone to attack me when I see it is actually Jianna. I wasn’t prepared to face her right now, feeling more and more nervous as I tried to figure out where to go from there. I couldn’t be entirely certain about it, but I did know what I needed as she jumped forward and wrapped her arms around me, her lips meeting mine in an eager kiss. I couldn’t be completely sure what is going to happen now, but she is kissing me like I’m the only person in the world. It makes me feel really good as I keep diving farther and farther into her, needing more of her. Needing all of her.
