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It's weird that I feel so possessive of her already and I just met her, but I think it is just a normal feeling. I let out a small sigh, running my fingers through my hair as I try to decide what I’m going to do from here. I couldn’t be certain, but I just knew that there was no way that I was going to let her walk away from me now. I don’t care what Christopher says either because I hate his guts in the sense that he could just break the heart of someone that I have cared about so much.
It might be a bit ridiculous, but I can just see what she wants. I know how badly she wants to fall for someone and how she just wants to be treated the right way. I keep asking myself where to go with this, unsure of the repercussions if I end up accepting her and making her mine. I couldn’t be completely certain about it though, worrying what might end up happening if it goes badly.
Sighing softly, I see her look at me and our eyes meet. My stomach is churning with nerves, slightly worried about what might end up coming next. I keep trying to tell myself what could happen next but when I look at him, I have just figured out that maybe the best thing for me to do is to make her mine and do it right in front of Christopher.
If I claimed her right in front of him, would he back down? Would he realize that he can’t have her anymore? I honestly couldn’t be sure at this point, but I do know what I want, and I will stop at nothing to have it…
I just hope that I don’t end up regretting it because she is just too beautiful to pass up on.
Chapter Three
Jianna
“So, why did you break up with me?” I finally ask him, my heart pounding a bit hard in my chest, “It doesn’t make sense to what you did, Christopher, and you just expect me to forgive you? I honestly don’t believe that I owe you a damn thing. You really hurt me, and you made me feel like a complete idiot. You made me feel like I was never going to win a damn thing and when I thought that I met the person that I was going to end spending the rest of my life with.”
“I know.” He murmurs, sitting across from me as he keeps his distance, “I’m sorry that I didn’t tell you the truth, but I had to tell you how it was. I know that you wouldn’t believe me, but I had no choice but to let you go. There was so much happened at the time, and I knew that there was no way that I would be able to protect you. It would be a bad thing if I ended up allowing you to stay where you would end up getting hurt.”
I could tell by the look on his face that he is telling me the truth, but I didn’t know what to say about it. It made my stomach churn because I honestly didn’t know what to say or do. I wasn’t sure if I could believe him because I honestly didn’t know what was going through his head anymore. I couldn’t believe how he was treating me like he did me some kind of favor. Like I was going to forgive him for something like that.
“I’m sorry, Christopher, but I honestly don’t think that I’m ever going to be able to forgive you for what you did.” I murmur, seeing his expression fall, “You hurt me too much and I know that the only thing that I can do is make sure that this is going to happen. I need you to keep your distance from me because there’s no way that I’m going to allow this to happen. I hope so at least.”
His expression shifts, “have you found someone else?”
“No, I haven’t met someone else, this is a boundary that I’m putting between us.” I murmur, folding my arms across my chest, “You might have been able to hurt me like that but I’m not going to put up with that stuff anymore. I don’t trust you and I can’t allow you back into my life the way that you want to be. I wish that I could but I’m sorry. I can’t do it. I won’t do it again. I’m sorry.”
“It’s probably for the best.” The big alien murmurs, folding his arms across his chest, “If it happened that way, then I’m sure you would have ended up regretting every second of it especially if he hurt you in that kind of way.”
Christopher looks up at him, glaring at him slightly, “What is your problem, Elio? Aren’t you supposed to convince her that she should give me a second chance? You know how much I love her.”
Elio rolls his eyes and I swear it feels like he is trying to undress me with them, “why am I going to ask her to date you again when you’re the one who lost her in the first place. I hate to even say it, but you should have thought what you wanted from her when you broke her heart. I’m sure her seeing you right now isn’t helping her either. Don’t you think?”
Christopher looks at me for confirmation if that is how I’m feeling, and I end up nodding my head. His expression shifts to rage, and I couldn’t be sure what was going to happen next, but I did know that there was going to be no way that I was going to put up with his shit for much longer. I can see how he is feeling as he jumps to his feet and storms out of the cabin, slamming the door shut behind him. It makes me flinch slightly because I have never seen him act like that before. He is obviously upset that this is not going his way, but I don’t know what to say to him. I don’t know how to make him understand that it just has to be this way.
Elio moves towards me where he takes the spot that Christopher had just been. I look at him curiously, wondering what he is going to say. I couldn’t be entirely sure, raising an eyebrow at him as I’m trying to figure out what is going to happen between us because he is looking at me like he is going to eat me. Maybe he might actually eat me, but I don’t want that to happen right now. I’m worried that maybe this might turn around and bite me in the butt if I’m not careful.
“What do you want?” I ask him softly, raising an eyebrow at him, “I’m not going to give Christopher a second chance even if you asked me to. I don’t trust him, and I don’t want to be a part of his life anymore. I didn’t even want to see him right now but of course, everyone had to go against my wishes like always.”
His expression softens slightly and his lips curve into a smile, “Don’t worry, I don’t want you accepting him back either. I was more so curious to see if you’d be willing to maybe think about being in a relationship with someone else… Someone like me.”
I stare at him with wide eyes, processing what he is saying, “you can’t mean that, aren’t you two related?”
“He is my brother but I’m not going to be a fool like he was.” He corrects me, shrugging his shoulders, “I know what I want and that’s it.”
I had a feeling that he was telling me the truth, but I couldn’t be sure what to do about it at all. I guess we’re going to find out what happens next.
Chapter Four
Elio
I couldn’t believe that I was doing something like this. I know that Christopher would be seriously pissed off if he realized that I was accepting a relationship with his ex-girlfriend, but I also couldn’t bring myself to give a damn. He is the one who pushed her away from himself. He is the one who broke her heart and made her feel like she wasn’t good enough for him. I’m not going to just give up on her because he wants to give me an attitude and tell me that he still deserves to be with her.
He doesn’t. he really doesn’t. I don’t know how it is possible that he should even have another chance with her. He doesn’t deserve what kind of beautiful person she is. She tried to do everything in her power to show him how much he meant to her, but he tossed her aside like she never even mattered. I don’t know what’s the truth behind what he has said but I wouldn’t believe it. It doesn’t make any sense and I will a hundred percent make sure that he knows that I feel that way as well. I couldn’t believe what he has done, and I don’t want to even imagine what might have happened if he just allowed something to happen like that again.
I couldn’t forgive him for what he has done, and I don’t think that she should forgive him either. I think that she should just tell him to fuck off and be done with it. I mean honestly, what’s the worst thing that could actually happen. I don’t know how I feel about it, but I know that I’m not going to let Christopher win this time. He lost her for a reason, and I’m not going to just sit back and allow him to have her. I’m not going to let him touch her. I’m not going to let him be anywhere near her.
I’m not the nicest person when it comes down to it and I know what I want. I know what I need and I’m sure as hell not going to let Christopher stand in my way. I have noticed how Jianna IS looking at me with interest, as if she is trying to decide if she should give me a chance or not. I worry that maybe I might have made a bigger deal out of this than it had to be. I know for a fact that I couldn’t let this happen the way that it has but I do know that the only thing that I can do is make sure that she’s going to be okay. I know that I just need to ask her to be my mate and everything, I would be the most suitable.
I am a warrior after all, and I have been through a lot already in my life. I know what it is like to be cast aside like you never meant anything to that person and my heart reaches out to her. I know what happens to someone when we are cast aside because we feel like we have never mattered. I mean honestly, what’s the worst thing that could end up happening? I’m not even a hundred percent certain at this point and I know for a fact that I can’t allow it to happen the way that it has.
