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“Luca, be at ease. You’ll be okay.” I whispered the lie gruffly, and although I knew he heard me, he said nothing. There was a stillness for only a moment, then the sound of his heavy panting, of his footsteps as he paced back and forth, came through the stone and wood.
Luca had locked himself down here so long ago it was all I’d known anymore. He refused to be near anyone, and I felt like it was because he thought he’d somehow infect me with his madness.
He preferred his solitude and his insanity—but more acutely... his pain. I knew he stayed away to punish himself further, feeling like he failed for not finding his mate—worrying she was forever gone already.
The servants brought him food, water, ale, and anything else he required. I constructed a bathroom, knowing that although he couldn’t care less about any essential needs because his mind was gone with thoughts of being mate-less, I hoped he’d take solace and a small measure of pleasure in the simple comforts.
“Luca? Will you not speak with me?” Every night, I came down here to talk with him, just to connect with him, to let my only remaining family know he wasn’t alone.
I too was without a mate, but it was possibly because I was stronger in mind, maybe because I was younger than Luca, or hell, maybe I was just lucky to not be riddled with that crippling insanity that took some of the supernatural.
“I’m sorry, brother,” I whispered gruffly. “I know the pain you feel. I know you want your mate. I know you crave that connection. I know you want that peace. I’m sorry I can’t give it to you, brother mine.”
“Leave me," Luca said in a guttural, inhuman voice. His tone was low, animalistic. It was distorted, and I knew although he was still in his human form, he was changed... possibly forever.
I couldn’t see him, but I could imagine his once starkly handsome face took on more of a Lycan appearance, his canines permanently distended, his nails claws. His body was bigger and stronger despite his mind and heart being forever weaker.
I heard him scrape those vicious claws across the stone of the walls that he voluntarily imprisoned himself in, no doubt gouging great chunks out of the centuries-old stone that surrounded us.
“Will you not come out? Drink with me? Eat a meal with me?” My forehead rested on the door, my eyes closed. Despite the pain I felt for my brother and my need to help ease him, my thoughts were forever on her.
My mate. The female I had never met, never even seen.
She would forever be my priority, the only solace to calm me. She would always be at the forefront of my mind, and once I found her—if I ever found her—my sole goal would be to please her.
“Leave, brother, before I drag you down to this hell with me.”
I exhaled and moved back, seeing the tray of partly eaten food left from earlier today. At least he ate—albeit not enough. Not nearly enough. But that fact told me Luca wasn’t wholly lost.
There was hope, even if it was small.
Now, I just hoped we both didn’t go to the depths of darkness for good, because then there would be no one to pull us out.
5
Mikalina
I arrived at Mini’s house later that evening for dinner. Andrei had knocked on the door and escorted me over, the conversation he started during the short walk friendly.
I was thankful he was eating with us, simply because if not it would be one hell of a clusterfuck trying to communicate with Mini. Not that I wouldn’t try, but I didn’t want to frustrate her with the language barrier.
And as I sat on her flower-printed, ancient-looking couch, I felt her eyes stray to me repeatedly. I felt strange around the older woman—not in a bad way, but more likeshe could look into my eyes and know everything I was thinking.
I felt as if she knew a secret about me—a very important one—that I wasn't even aware of. Like she knew the outcome of my future.
It was unnerving, to say the least.
It was a strange feeling to be so open and bare in the figurative sense, despite not being able to communicate with someone personally.
Mini insisted I sit and wait for dinner after I offered my help. She looked so aghast at me helping her cook that I felt my eyes widen and saw Andrei smirk and shake his head.
“It’s not personal,” he said as he came to sit on the couch beside me. “It’s her way. And they are set in stone.”
I nodded, although I couldn’t say I understood. I’d never known anyone like that. “My grandmother goes to a country club every weekend,” I said with distaste. “She's about as loving as a snowball to your face.”
Andrei started laughing. “Things are much different here than your home.”
“You have no idea,” I murmured and looked around. Mini’s living room was small but cozy, with the colorful folk decorations that somehow made me feel comfortable and right at home. She had a small TV that sat atop a polished table, a large lace doily underneath. Andrei had turned it on, telling me his grandmother liked to listen to the shows even though she didn’t look at the screen.
