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Brian

Her eyes widened, pupils dilating with desire at my words. My lips took hers, rough with my lack of restraint. “Don’t ever doubt what I feel for you,” I growled. “This chat is for you. I know you are still a bit confused. Your body is tellin’ you one thing, but your mind is still wrapped around your old views and perceptions. This lifestyle, this relationship is new and scary. I don’t want there to be any doubts between us, and I want you to know exactly where I see us goin’. Then, and only then, if you are on the same page, will I take this body to heights it has yet to reach.” I released her hair, left her standing in the hall, and walked into the living room, confident she would follow.

I settled myself on the couch, one ankle resting on the opposite knee and an arm across the back of the couch. I ignored my baser desire to rip the clothing off of Genevieve and take her right there on the floor. I watched her slowly stride toward me.

“Where should I sit?” Her voice was full of desire, and her body was still flushed from our encounter by the door.

“As much as I want you next to me, the loveseat is probably the better choice.” I inclined my head toward the couch opposite me.

She sat on the edge of the seat, wringing her hands in her lap as her eyes roamed over me. Desire and fear were etched on her face. She took a deep breath to collect herself, relaxed her shoulders, and stilled her hands.

“Okay, so what do you want to talk about?” Her voice wavered a tiny bit.

“I realize we have only known each other for a short period of time and met under odd circumstances. In that time, you’ve been through an emotional and physical roller coaster and had a completely new world opened up to you.” I placed both feet on the ground and leaned forward, elbows on my knees and eyes locked on hers. “I’ll be blunt. I want you, but not just for a night or a weekend. Not just for a scene or a short-term agreement. I want to show you my world. I want to push your body to its limits and beyond, in both physical and mental capacities. Then I want to wrap you up, hold you, and show you how a truly lovin’ relationship can be.” I paused to let her take my words in.

Hope bloomed on her face as her body leaned toward me. “How? How do you know all this when you don’t really know me?”

“That’s a valid question. I trust my instincts and my brother’s. I know there’s a lot we don’t know about each other, but I promise you this: there is no question I won’t answer honestly. I’m far from perfect. I’ve made mistakes in my life that I’m not proud of, but I won’t hide them. I’ve never hurt a woman, nor would I ever.”

“That didn’t even cross my mind,” she interrupted. “But how does your lifestyle fit in with everything?”

“A Dom/Sub relationship can take on many different faces. I don’t need or want to control every movement or choice you make. That’s a lot to handle, and honestly, I desire a woman with a mind of her own. Outside of the bedroom, I want you to pursue your own passions, have friends, work in tandem with me on makin’ choices, but once we cross the threshold of that room, I want you to release all control to me. Trust that the choices I make for whatever we do there are in your best interest as well as my own. The same applies to when we finally decide to cross the threshold of any club.”

“Why didn’t we go to the club tonight?” My gut felt the disappointment in her voice.

“Genevieve, it’s not because of anythin’ you did. However, we haven’t had the time to really talk about what to expect there, and honestly, I don’t know if watchin’ other men ogle you and appreciate your beauty is somethin’ I could handle right this minute. I’d like to think I have good control over my reactions, but right now, I want you to myself.”

“Oh.” Her eyes rounded, and her breaths became shallow. She rubbed her thighs together, and her nipples pebbled beneath the thin material of her dress.

“Do you have any questions?” I really hoped she didn’t at this moment. My fingers itched to touch her, to peel away each layer covering her body, and worship her like she deserved.

“No, I don’t think so.” She shook her head side to side, her hair swaying with the movement.

“Good. Remember, if anythin’ scares you or you need to talk about it, use the color system. Green means good, yellow means slow down, and red means stop. If you use yellow or red, I will explain and answer any questions you’ve got. We will reevaluate and adjust play accordingly.”

“Okay.” She smiled.

“Now, go on to the bedroom, remove your shoes and underwear, and kneel beside the bed. I’ll join you in a moment.” I watched a shiver flow through her body as she stood and headed toward the bedroom. I waited until the door clicked before moving and then took my time checking to ensure the house was secure before making my way to the bedroom.

I opened the door and found her kneeling a bit awkwardly by the bed. “Good, pet. Widen your knees and relax back on your feet. Place your hands palms up on your thighs and eyes on the floor.” I waited as she readjusted. “Such a pretty sight. From now on, when I tell you to present yourself, this is the position I want you to take.”

“Yes, sir.” Her sultry voice slithered across my skin. This woman would test every inch of my restraint. I took my time pulling my bag out from underneath the bed, opening it, and laying out my choice of toys and restraints. Letting her hear the swish of the silk blindfold as I took it out of the bag, the slight jingle of the wrist cuffs, and the opening of the vibrator and lube, along with the final slight thud of the flogger handle. Everything was displayed on the table next to the bed. I unbuttoned my pants and slowly unzipped them, allowing them to relax on my hips and release some of the pressure against my engorged cock.

“Stand for me and remove your clothing slowly.” I sat on the side of the bed and leaned back on my elbows to watch. “You may look at me as you do so.” I wanted her to see how excited she made me, to keep her unbalanced and unable to think too hard about my requests, allowing her body to lead the way.

Her eyes met mine and unhurriedly traveled to the bulge in my pants, which twitched at her gaze. She licked her lips, eliciting a moan from mine as she slowly untangled her body from the gauzy material. The lace that barely held in her breasts left nothing to the imagination; her pert dusky nipples peaked over the design and screamed to be suckled. I watched as she released the clasp, and it fell away, leaving her bare before me. Her skin pinkened with desire, her body trembled in anticipation, and the curls at the apex of her thighs glistened with wetness.

“Now, kneel and undress me.” I widened my legs, giving her room to sit between them. Her hands grazed down my stomach, and her fingers curled beneath the waistband of my pants and gently tugged. I lifted my hips to allow her to pull them down and off my legs. Her eyes grew bigger as my cock sprang free. She reached out a hand to touch me, but I grabbed it before her skin touched mine. “Not this time. If you touch me now, I may explode. Tonight is about you and discoverin’ the pleasures I can elicit from your body.” I stood pulling her up with me and torturing myself, brushing against her as I positioned her where I wished her to be. Her curves fit perfectly against me, her back to my front.

I ran my knuckles down her neck and over her shoulder, pushing her hair to one side. I nuzzled my nose just below her ear, raising goosebumps on her skin. “Lay on your back in the middle of the bed.” She moved to comply, her head tilting to watch me as I picked up two pairs of wrist cuffs. “I am goin’ to restrain you. Place your arms above your head.” She did as I asked without question, her eyes following my every move. “What color are you?”

“Green, sir.”

“Good girl.” I encased one wrist in the leather cuff, making sure to tighten it just enough so she couldn’t slip her hand out, and then secured the other end to the bedpost. I did the same to the other before standing back, enjoying how good she looked. I chose to leave her legs free this time. Full restraint would come with trust and time. I grabbed the silk blindfold next. “I am goin’ to blindfold you now. This will serve to heighten your senses and take you out of your head. I’ll be here at all times. Use your safewords if you need ‘em.”

“Yes, sir.” I sat on the bed and leaned over her to tie the silk behind her head.

“Can you see anythin’?” I waved my hand in front of her face.

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