My eyes dip to her ass in her sweatpants as she retreats and my dick hardens. Not that the damn thing can stay down around her, and that is a problem.
I don’t go running after her as she’s probably used to that.
I’m not some damn errand boy. And I’m not someone who gives a shit.
She’s a job.
Nothing more.
I did the right thing by telling her no.
She can’t keep flirting with me.
Stay away from her. I snort at Cash’s warning, even though I knew exactly what he meant. He smelled trouble too.
At this point, I could be in for the longest fuckin’ few weeks of my entire life.
8
ASPYN
I cry like a baby in the shower.
I don’t know what’s gotten into me lately, but I blame the stress of moving as the main culprit.
So now Rock thinks I’m crushing on him? He has some damn nerve.
Even if I was, I wouldn’t waste my time on him now.
I noticed his demeanor changed the minute he came back in from speaking to Cash.
I’m not stupid, I know they had words, and it was about me.
She’s pussy. She’s your type. I’m not kiddin’ around. I told her father she was safe here.
I cringe at the word “pussy.” God, is that how all men speak behind a woman's back?
What gets me the most is Rock’s reply and his irritated tone.
And I told you she is safe. I’m handlin’ it. Not short of hearin’, Cash. I think I know when I can get my dick wet and when I can’t.
Before that, we’d been getting along, and if my mind serves me correctly, we were flirting a little.
It felt good, because for a second there, I thought he actually liked me.
Now I realize that wasn’t the case. He probably felt sorry for me, especially after all the stuff he’s likely read about me online. All in the name of research.
I feel more pathetic now than I ever have.
And simply because I trusted a pretty face.
Everyone warned me about Dylan, but I shook it off, thinking that I knew better. Thinking that I was the one. God, I must’ve looked so pathetic.
It just goes to show that I really don’t know anything about men whatsoever.
I run the bath with the Chanel bubble bath that’s sitting on the shelf.
Alana really went all out.