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“Did you ever speak to anyone about it?”
“Jett did counseling, but I didn’t have the stomach for it. I self-medicated with drugs and alcohol for a long time. Soothing the pain, though that never lasted long. Trouble also seemed to find me—not that I was an angel, far from it. But we were innocent kids. Sometimes I wonder how different things could’ve been if we’d had a mother who cared about us instead of passin’ us around to her boyfriends.”
“Jesus. That’s just so disgusting. I don’t have any words for how that must’ve been for you.” I feel like such a sap for complaining about my poor little life, when in truth, I haven’t had it that bad. Okay, my relationship with my dad is strained, but he loves me. He’d never hurt me or pass me around to his friends. God, the idea is sickening.
My beautiful Rock. I reach up to kiss him, needing to be closer. Needing to feel him skin to skin.
“I love you,” I whisper. “I love you so damn much.”
He presses his forehead to mine. “You barely know me.”
“I know enough.”
“I feel the same way. This isn’t just sex, Aspyn. At first, I thought I was just infatuated with you, and I am, but it’s so much more than that. I’ve never told a living soul what happened. I’ve never been this close to a woman, emotionally.”
My heart soars hearing his words. I love that I do this to him. That we have this connection that nobody, especially Tara, can deny. She doesn’t know him like I do. Our hearts and our souls have aligned, and that’s how I know this is real.
“I love that I’m the first.”
I look up and he grins. “I love how I’m the first at a few things, too.”
I roll my lips, knowing what he’s referring to.
“Is it okay to…” As I slip one hand down his torso, he groans.
“You never have to ask.”
I stop, my hand resting on the hair at his navel. “But I don’t want to mix these emotions and feelings we’re having with sex. It isn’t about that.”
“I know. The sex just makes all of what I’m feeling all the more special.”
I never want to mask sex as compensation. It’s easy to fall into his bed but not really deal with the other issues going on. Sex can only last so long unless we communicate.
He tilts my chin up. “You know how I feel about you...”
“Do I?”
He kisses me again as my hand lowers to cup his heavy dick.
“Yes. You know I’d do anythin’ for you. I’d protect you with my life. Not gonna say no to sex, babe, but it’s you I want. I want to hear everythin’ you’ve got to say. I want to be there when you wake up and be the last thing you see at night.”
“It’s you I want too, Rock. I want all of those things.”
I run my other hand up his muscled torso, tracing the tattoos on his chest. He’s completely covered, and I love every inch of him.
“I want to show you,” I whisper. I drop down to my knees, and he groans when I fondle his balls, cupping him as I lick his tip with my tongue.
As I glance up, he’s watching me with hooded eyes. The rumble in his chest seems to reverberate through his body as I take him farther into my mouth, squeezing his dick as I bob my head.
“Fuck,” he mutters, bracing one hand against the wall. “Babe…”
I look up but continue sucking. His eyes are on fire as he stares at me ablaze. His body is so lean and taut, flexing as his other hand grips my hair. “I took you too hard at the club,” he mutters. “I was rough with you.”
I shake my head.
“I just… I just needed to be close to you. To feel your heart beating with mine…”
I suck harder, and he blanches, his breathing getting ragged. Then I’m being pulled up as he lifts me, yelping as he pushes me against the tile.
