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Her lips parted, a genuine fear breaking through the rough exterior. Her mixture of emotions, the yo-yo of them, were hard to keep up with. “I…uh…I don’t feel safe there.”

I hesitated for a moment, the offer on the tip of my tongue. If she wanted more…ah fuck it. I wanted her safe and near me. “Stay here then.”

She nodded, and I helped her down from the counter.

Audry led me to the bed, and I shook my head. “Please, it’s just…sleep.Promise.” She smiled halfway, the edge of her right lip tugging upward.

I rolled my lips into my mouth before nodding in agreement. “Just sleep.”

We slipped into bed, and she curled into my side. A deep sigh escaped her mouth. She pressed against me, her body wrapped around mine as she drifted off to sleep.

I held her there in my arms, finally at peace. My heart thundered in my chest, fingers ghosting up and down her back. I worried how long I could keep this friendship ruse up, because right now, it was crumbling into pieces as I watched her sleep.

Chapter 15

Audry

There was no darkness this time. There was no ghost to ward off. Only the sensation of the warm body behind me. My eyes fluttered open, and the beige walls of Kai’s empty room came into view. His arm rested over me, his body pressed against my back.

Desire rushed through my veins as he adjusted behind me, his morning wood poking my ass. The firmness…

Distraction,the single word slammed into me. The distraction he could offer was something my body craved. I squirmed against him, my ass rubbing against his hard cock once more. My body reacted without permission from my mind, the wetness gathering between my legs.

I wanted to feel him inside me, to feel him fill me. I needed it. At least then, the man filling me would be who I wanted. It would be on my terms.

Proof that you survived. The memory of Kai’s words fueled my desire. He didn’t see me as a victim. He saw me as strong.

I squirmed again. Each time, his cock grew harder and harder.

“If you keep rubbing against me like that, Audry, I may not be able to tell you ‘no’ much longer.” His voice was husky, and theheat of his breath tickled my neck. He pulled me closer to him, his arm wrapping tighter around me.

A blush rushed to my cheeks, the heat of embarrassment mixed with the lustful heat dousing both of us.

“And if I want you to say yes?” I asked, biting my lip.

Kai hesitated for a moment, his hips rolling as he debated. “Then ask,” he whispered, his lips dragging against my neck.

I froze as a wave of pleasure rolled through my body.

“What do you want me to do to you, Audry?” His teeth dragged against the sensitive flesh sending a flutter through my core as he pressed his throbbing cock harder against me. Our heavy and needy breaths mixed in the air, mingling with the scent of arousal.

My heart thundered in my chest, a mixture of anticipation and uncertainty bombarding me. I bit down on my tongue, desperate to stifle a moan that threatened to escape as I tried to navigate the conflicting desires. Was I doing this? Was I going to fuck the man who saved me?

As the pleasure chased away the anxiety, I felt more solid in my decision. I had control. That was what I craved, the best medication life could offer me.

“I want you to fill me…and fuck me,” I whispered into the empty room. Small rays of morning sun shone in through the window, illuminating us.

A growl rumbled in his chest as I painted the picture for him. He flipped me around to face him, his confidence returned. The awkwardness had faded from his expression as I stared into his dark eyes, lust flooding them. He tucked a strand of hair behind my ear, his hand resting on my cheek. “Are you sure this is a good idea?”

I nodded, gnawing on my bottom lip. My hands found the buttons of his shirt, popping each one slowly. He watched my movements as his naked chest was revealed.

I ran my fingers over it, his body tensing as I drew circles around each tattoo, focusing more on the muscle and less on the art.

Kai’s hands moved down, drawing the hem of my shirt up and over my head. There was a gentleness in his rush to undress me.

“I’m not a doll you need to be careful with,” I whispered, glancing at his lips.

“You’ve been through a lot,” he muttered, his deep voice vibrating against my hand. “We should take this slow.” As he spoke, his stare locked on mine. The intensity and darkness forced my stomach to flip, and my skin tingled as I felt exposed below him. His calloused hands trailed down my arms, leaving a trail of goosebumps in its wake. Despite the cold bite of the air, his touch ignited a warmth that filled each vein and made me yearn for more.

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