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“Kip already explained to me exactly what it was like, that doesn’t mean you made any less of a fool of me. No one in that room knew what you said to Scout. They only saw you hug and kiss her, that beaming smile she gave you in return, and then the two of you walking off hand-in-hand.

“Just because there weren’t any bedrooms down there, didn’t mean that you two weren’t sneaking off to have some fun. That’s what they all thought. It’s what I thought, too. And they all knew we had been on a date that night and that you’d taken me back to your room. So, they could guess what happened.”

“Nova, that’s not…”

“No! You humiliated me. It doesn’t matter if it was all innocent. Your entire club saw you take me on a date, devest me of my virginity, and then go straight to the arms of another woman. That’s what they saw. That’s what they know. The truth of what happened doesn’t matter. The fact that you left me behind without a care while giving her more sweetness than you afforded me after taking my virginity was enough for me. Nothing else had to happen to break my damn heart and make me ache in other places beyond where you broke me physically.”

Breakneck winced at the reminder of what he’d done. Good. He needed to understand that it wasn’t just about what actually happened. Then again, he needed to get a grip and realized the parts that did take place were wrong, too. So damn wrong that they pierced a part of my heart I didn’t think I’d given him access to.

“I’m sorry. You’re right. I didn’t handle any part of our night, from the time we got back to the bedroom, the right way. I want the chance to sit down and talk it out with you, apologize in a meaningful way, and really make you understand where my head was at, but…” he glanced down at his phone, checking the time.

“You have somewhere to be,” I stated.

“Yeah, I do. If I could put this off, I would. We’re all expected in church in a few minutes, though.”

I nodded. “Go ahead to church.” My eyes drifted over to the sleeping baby in the room. “I’ll be right here whenever you get done.”

Breakneck nodded, moved closer to lean in and kiss me on the top of my head, and then he turned and left. For the first time since he walked into the room, I took a deep breath and let it out again. The pressure on my chest released and I turned to the food Kip and Breakneck brought for me.

If I waited too long, Knoxville would wake and demand all my attention, then I’d have cold eggs taunting me from the dresser. I tucked into my food, despite having a queasy stomach from my emotions wreaking havoc on my body. After the awful sex, and being left without a thought, I wondered if anything Breakneck had to say would matter. There was no way of knowing, so I tried to put it out of my mind until I had to deal with it – and him – later.

Chapter 29

Breakneck

I stepped out of Kip’s room and closed the door behind me wishing I could go back in and make everything right. Fuck that. My dumb ass wished that I could turn the clock back and not fuck up so badly the night before. I should have still been in bed with my sweetness last night when Tripp’s text came in, then I could have shown her the text and told her I had to go. None of this would have been an issue then.

That couldn’t happen though. I’d already fucked it all up, and to top off my own fuckups, my girl had been attacked by a club whore, and not just any club whore, one she’d seen me fucking multiple times. I shook my head, trying to rid myself of all the stupid decisions I’d been making.

I stopped right outside my own door because when I left and met Kip in the hallway, we were talking about last night as I shut the damn thing. There was no reason why it should be open now.

When I glanced inside, it was to find Connie spread eagle on my bed and wearing nothing but a smile. The cunt was trying to get me caught up in some shit with my woman. Hell, the evidence of me taking Nova’s virginity was literally right underneath her dirty snatch.

“What the fuck are you doing in my Goddamn room?” There was no doubt she heard me because most of the fucking clubhouse probably did. I noticed Kip’s door crack open and Nova peek her head out into the hallway.

“Is everything okay?” She asked. I nodded and felt sick to my stomach about what she was about to see.

“Get the fuck out now, and you better hope and pray that being banished from the clubhouse is the only fucking punishment you get after the shit you pulled last night and now breaking into my room.”

“Breakneck!” Connie whined as she clumsily tried to jump out of my bed and ended up getting tangled in my blanket. When she did, it pulled away from the sheets and highlighted the mess Nova and I left behind the night before. The sneer on Connie’s face when she turned back around was enough to tell me that she saw the evidence of why she was no longer welcome in my room. Not that she’d ever been allowed in there alone without my permission anyway.

“GET THE FUCK OUT!” I bellowed at her again when she just stood there staring at the bloody, cum stained sheets. I wasn’t stupid, it wasn’t the blood tripping her up since everyone knew Nova was a virgin before. It was the cum and what it meant. I’d gone bare with Nova when I’d never even chance that shit with anyone else.

“What’s going on here?” Bagger asked as he came sauntering down the hall from the common room to find out what all the commotion was.

“This fucking whore broke into my room and decided to help herself to my bed knowing that I have a woman.” I pointed to the bed. “Evidence of me taking my woman last night is still all over the sheets and that bitch was just rolling in it,” I said before I thought better of it. I turned to see Nova closing Kip’s door and shutting out the drama. She was going to hate me for this, too.

“You know the fucking rules,” Bagger growled at Connie. “Get your ass out of there and we’ll deal with you after church.” He turned and yelled down the hall toward the common area. “Yo! Prospect!”

Charmer came running. “What’s up?”

“Make sure she stays under guard while we attend church. Don’t want the bitch slipping into any other rooms she’s not invited to.”

“You want me to lock her down in her own room, or…”

“That’ll do for now.”

“I haven’t eaten today,” Connie whined.

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