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“I’m more than okay,” she responds, raising her hips and dropping them, impaling herself on me slowly, over and over.
Thank, fuck. There is no chance I can stop now that she is moving. It’s too addicting, my conscious mind is a goner.
“I love you, Sunshine.” I brush the hair from her face, kissing her lightly. I’m eternally grateful to be the one she chose to do this with. I’ll never take this gift she’s given me for granted.
“I love you.” She kisses me harder, rocking her hips slightly. I take her queue, lifting her hips and pulling almost all the way out of her before dropping her back down, making her moan. I do that again and again, agonizingly slow, soaking up all the little sounds she makes as I move inside her.
I don’t want to fuck her, I want this. I want to show her every bit of love that I have for her this way. She’s my life, my future, and I want this first time together to feel as special as it is. I hold her tight, lazily kissing her sweet lips, telling her how much I love her. She returns the favor, licking and nipping at my jaw and neck.
Neither of us rush it, but it still doesn’t take long before her breathing gets heavy, and her moans turn to whimpers. With each thrust, I guide her hips up and down, rocking them against me in a way that stimulates her clit. Every time her most sensitive area rubs against me, her nails claw deeper into my back, marking me.
I know I’m close, but I try to enjoy this moment while it lasts. I want a permanent memory of her like this, of us together. I push inside her to the hilt repeatedly, hitting her back wall, watching her face writhe in blissful torture.
Her mouth drops open, letting out small gasps of breath before she clutches my shoulders in her hands, pulling me against her snugly as she crests the wave of pleasure.
She cries out, her walls clamping so hard around me that my heart stutters. I can’t react quickly enough. I’m tucked so deeply inside of her that I explode before I can think straight. My cum fills her, my cock thrusting gently, drawing out both of our orgasms.
I hold her lax body tightly, feeling my cum drip out between us. Fuck. That might not be good but I don’t want to ruin the moment while she’s still catching her breath.
“I’m so happy,” she whispers against my hair. I can hear her smiling as she draws circles on my back.
“Me too.” Her nails scrape across my skin, and despite just finishing, it turns me on again. “Thea, unless you want a big mess, you better stop touching me so sweetly.” She laughs, but it just makes my dick swell more. She gasps when she feels it.
“Come on, let’s get in the shower.” I pull out of her reluctantly, knowing I could stay buried in her forever, and gently set her feet on the floor.
Dragging her with me to the bathroom, I let both of us get sudsed up and clean before I bring up my worries. “I didn’t use a condom.” I clear my throat, feeling like a complete asshole. “I should have been more careful. I’m sorry.”
“It’s okay.” She shrugs.
“It’s okay? You aren’t mad?” I ask incredulously.
“Why would I be mad?” She goes back to rinsing off like we’re just talking about the weather.
“I should have never put you at risk like that. I fucked up,” I explain, hoping she gets where I’m coming from. “I promised to keep you safe and that includes an accidental pregnancy.”
She laughs, a lighthearted, goofy laugh. I’m dumbstruck. Why isn’t she mad at me?
“Jesse, I have an IUD. I have had it for years. I was never going to have an unwanted pregnancy forced on me by anyone. After what happened to me, I knew I’d never risk it.” My jaw locks, knowing exactly what she means, and hating to think about it.
“I didn’t know, I’m sorry.” She wraps her arms around my waist, letting the water trail down both our bodies.
“I trust you. I knew you’d never put me in jeopardy by giving me an STI, and obviously, I haven’t been with anyone since college. It’s fine. I wouldn’t put all that pressure on you anyway. I’m a grown woman.” She kisses my chest, reassuringly. “Besides, if you got me pregnant, I would not be mad.”
“What?” My jaw drops. “You want a baby with me?”
“Of course. I would love having your baby,” she giggles sweetly against my sternum. I almost can’t comprehend her words.
She wants a baby with me…
I knew that being with her meant that I finally found the person I wanted to spend my life with, but I never imagined that I’d ever actually have a family of my own. It’s too hard to imagine getting that after years of being utterly alone. I don’t even know how it feels to have one… I could have a family with Thea, a real family…
“I want a family with you,” I choke out, my eyes burning. Never in my life did I think I’d be this lucky. After years of wanting a family, I gave up. After so many letdowns and heartbreaks, I was too afraid to hope for anything.
“Then let’s have one,” she tells me, cupping my cheeks in her hands. “Whenever you’re ready. I want so many babies that people think I keep you chained to the bed.” She looks at me pointedly, making sure I believe it.
“Okay.” I hold her tightly, pouring all of my love into it. All the love that belongs to her.
“Okay,” she agrees, holding me back just as tightly.
