My Brother's Best Friend's Secret Baby

Being with him was bad but felt so good.
Now he's back.
And he made sure I can't forget about him again.

I had a huge crush on my best friend's brother in high school.
I know it was mutual, because I almost lost my innocence to him.
Almost.
He was a cocky bad boy who was going through troubled times.
My best friend even warned me away from him.
She and I had a falling out because of it.
I tried listening to her advice and making him go away.
I told myself he's just a player, like she said.
But I could never get him off my mind.
And now both of them are back in my life thanks to fate.
He says he's made good and become a billionaire.
But he still has that same alpha-hole swagger.
Is he the womanizing jerk I was told to hate?
Or the guy who whispered sweet nothings in my ear?
While he was rocking my world?
Both of us are afraid to commit due to the past.
Once again, I say we should go our separate ways.

But he'll never do what anyone tells him to do.
Especially not if he finds out he's put a baby in me.