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Amber
Idon't know what was going on with Frank, but he was definitely acting differently. He was not really being himself at all. I didn't really know how to describe it, just that there was something lacking. I didn't know what it was, but I knew that the best way to take care of it, would be to go where both of us could be ourselves. It was nostalgic in a way, but as I climbed the stairs, it felt like the right thing to do. Where else was this supposed to end? Was this even an ending or a beginning?
Once we got up to the roof, for a minute I forgot how high up it was, and I scooched away from the edge a little bit more than I used to. I used to not be bothered by it at all and would peer over the edge, wondering how bad it would be if I just jumped. I used to climb trees when I was younger, and heights had never bothered me, but now something was making me a little crazy. Maybe my nerves were just on edge because of the man next to me. Why did I feel like all of this was starting for the first time?
I laid back and looked up at the sky. It was not quite dark, but I could already see the stars coming out. Why did it feel like this was exactly where I was supposed to be?
“So, are you going to tell me what's going on with you?”
He blew out a breath and laid back next to me. I was looking at his profile, noticing the differences in the edges. His jawline was well defined, and he looked so serious. I went to my side and touched his chin.
“I have missed your face.”
“What?”
He laughed, but I knew he had heard me. When he asked me again, I repeated it.
“I forgot how strange you are.”
I slapped him and told him that I wasn't weird. I was just stating a fact.
“There's a lot of things that I miss about you. A lot of things about you have changed for the better, I see. I mean, you’ve really grown up.”
He didn't have to look for me to know exactly what he was talking about. I had been flat chested for a long time, and I wasn't anymore. His attention was hard to ignore. Once again, I was feeling very nervous. Frank had that look in his blue eyes. It was the one that I had wanted to see so many times before. Now that it was there, why was I shaking so badly? Isn't this exactly what I was looking for last night?
“Like what?”
He pressed his lips against mine. His tongue snaked out and licked my lips, before I opened them, and I couldn't help the moan that came out. He just felt so good. He always felt so good and this was no different. This was me losing it every time he was close.
“You kiss differently.”
It threw me off and I had him repeat it, because I was for sure that I had heard it wrong.
“What do you mean?”
“Just what I said. You just kiss differently.”
“It is probably because you are the first person that I had ever kissed before.”
“Are you serious?”
I looked away because he just acted like it was so impossible to believe.
“I didn't mean to offend you. It just seems crazy. I'm glad that I was the first person you kissed. You will never forget me that way.”
“You could have been many more of my firsts, if you wouldn't have told me no so much. You know, that really didn't do well for my ego.”
“Trust me, Amber, you have nothing to worry about. It's pretty easy to imagine that anyone who was around you much, would want to be with you.”
“Then why don't you?”
It was a simple question, or so I thought. As soon as I had asked it, though, Frank was on top of me, pressing me into the shingles on the roof and asking me how I could ever believe that he didn't want me. His body was pushing into mine, wedging himself between my legs. It happened so fast and then suddenly I was enveloped by his scent and his whole person.
“Do you know how badly I wanted to sink myself inside of you? How many times? I wanted to do it back then, but I thought I was being a man by giving you space and making us wait. If I would have known that it was going to be so long, I don't know if I would have been so adamant when you came onto me. I have thought about you for so long, and here you are, so damn hot.”
His lips were then coming down on mine, and it was a sort of kiss that was meant to take my breath away. It worked, too. I don't know what was going on, but I knew that I did not want to be without him. I wanted to know what it was like to be with him in every way, and I returned his words with a kiss and my hips rising up to meet his.
