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“You like that, songbird?”
“Yes,” I breathe, my voice barely audible.
He chuckles, and the sound sends shivers down my spine. “Then you’re going to love what I do next.”
My heart skips a beat as he pulls his finger out of me and shifts positions. I’m unsure what he’s going to do, but then I hear him rip open a packet and my stomach does a somersault.
Is that…?
A burst of panic rises inside me when he sits up and rolls the condom over his dick.
“Wait,” I say uncertainly, propping myself up on my elbows.
His gaze flickers to me, but he finishes putting the condom on and climbs between my legs, anyway.
My heart drops and I start to scramble away. “Killian, wait,” I say again. I know he heard me, but he’s not even pausing, let alone stopping.
I try to scoot away from him across the bed, but I don’t make it far. He grabs me and pushes me down, making my heart leap as he climbs between my legs.
“Killian,” I say, my voice shaking uncertainly.
“I won’t hurt you,” he says. “Not more than I have to, anyway.”
What does that even mean?
It’s not like I haven’t thought about it being him, but this is happening too fast, and he’s not making me feel like I have a choice. He came home at god knows what time and decided he was going to fuck me, because he also didn’t have to reach into his bedside drawer for a condom. He already had one when I woke up.
The panic is clearing away the fogginess from the desire, but just as it’s starting to get harder to breathe and I’m pre-panicking about how awkward it’s going to be after I have an actual panic attack in bed, Killian speaks, and the rough vulnerability in his voice stops every thought racing through my head.
“I need you right now, Brynn.”
I look up at him, eyes wide, heart heavy, but the panic subsides like storm clouds clearing on a suddenly sunny day.
A moment ago, I panicked over him wanting to move faster than I’m ready to, but he used the magic word.
He needs me.
I lick my lips uncertainly, but then I look up into the handsome face of the guy I’ve spent the past several nights in bed with. He has been great, and we like each other, and the only thing I said I was waiting for was something special.
Maybe this is special enough.
Looking into his eyes now, I can see that vulnerability. I don’t think I’ve seen it before, but I can’t… I can’t say no.
It was probably going to be him, anyway, so does it really matter if it’s a little sooner than I expected?
I nod slowly as I convince myself, sliding my fingers through his dark hair. “Are you okay?” I ask softly.
He nods briefly, then comes down on top of me. He’s still between my legs and I’m a little anxious about it, but he isn’t advancing on me in that way just now. He slides his hand along the side of my face, cradling my head and leaning in to kiss me.
God, I love his kisses.
It’s easy to get lost in them.
Then he leads me even further down that labyrinth, sliding a hand up my side and palming one of my tits.
I sigh against his mouth, and he kisses me until I forget why I would ever say no.
Then he reaches his hand down between us. I gasp when I feel him push against my entrance, tense up when he uses his fingers to spread me open like he does when he plays with me.
