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I was more than happy to comply with those terms. This wasn’t about getting off for me. It was about us both being alive and feeling something outside of potential loss and sheer terror.

I had his belt undone and the zipper on his jeans down in a matter of seconds. I slipped my fingers beneath the waistband of his jeans and black boxer briefs and tugged those fuckers down his thick thighs.

His cock bobbed before me as if to say hello in greeting. I licked my lips, ready to give it my own special version of hello. It was long and thick with a pulsing vein right below the pale crown. His pubes were trimmed neatly and slightly darker than the red hair on his head. His balls hung heavily between his legs and I couldn’t stop myself from reaching for them. They were lighter than they looked and I rolled them gently in the palm of my hand.

Romero made a noise that was all wild animal as he snarled out, “Quit fucking around or I’ll never even let you look at my cock again.”

He didn’t have to tell me twice.

I released my hold on his balls and wrapped my hand around the base of his cock. I leaned in and licked all the way around his crown.

His fingers slipped through my hair and he grabbed two fistfuls. He yanked on my hair just as I wrapped my lips around his cock.

I sucked him into my mouth and ran my tongue all along the underside as I slid my mouth up and down on his cock. I moved my hand with my mouth keeping my grip tight but not enough to be painful.

“Fuck yeah, Finn. Now I know how to put that mouth of yours to good use when that smartass attitude of yours comes out.”

I was more than okay with that.

I was also more than happy to see the light back in his eyes. I did that. Well, my mouth had.

He let go of my hair and ran the backs of his knuckles across my jaw. His eyes took on a possessive light that had my balls drawing up tight and my cock twitching in my now too tight jeans.

I wanted to jerk on my cock but Romero’s words from earlier ran through my head, stopping me. This wasn’t about me and wouldn’t be until my man gave me permission.

“Such a good boy,” he murmured sweetly. “But I think I’ve had enough of that mouth for right now. I’d say you more than earned yourself a reward. Up on your feet. Now.”

I whined as he jerked his hips back and his cock slipped out of my mouth, leaving a trail of wet saliva dripping down my chin. I swiped it away with the back of my hand.

He grabbed my hand and yanked me up to my feet. He kept pulling until I was pressed up against the wall with my back to him.

My breath hitched in my throat as my jeans were jerked roughly down my hips, my boxers going with them.

My jeans were dragged down to my ankles and I managed to kick one of my shoes out of a pant leg but the other one remained around my ankle. Romero kicked my feet apart and I felt his breath caress the back of my neck as he pressed his chest close to my back.

He grabbed the back of my neck and pulled my head backwards. His hand appeared in front of me and he shoved two fingers towards my mouth. “Suck, and get them wet,” he commanded.

I sucked his fingers into my mouth and rubbed my saliva all over them with my tongue.

He pulled his fingers out of my mouth and his lips trailed up my throat, nipping at my neck with his teeth. He murmured hushed words I couldn’t quite make out but they sounded like praises.

“Romero,” I breathed out his name like a prayer. “Please, please.”

I had no idea what I was begging for exactly here. Well, I did, I wasn’t stupid, I just didn’t want to outright ask for it. I was afraid to voice it because everything I always wanted got taken from me before I ever really got the chance to enjoy it.

I didn’t want anything to ruin it.

“I don’t have it in me just yet to be gentle, Finn. You have to know that. I don’t want to hurt you but I can’t exactly promise that’s not going to happen. It’s been too long and I can’t control myself. I’m like a goddamn animal who was caged up for too long and I’m a broken man. Please don’t hate me for this. Promise me.”

I didn’t care if he hurt me, I could take it. I would take all of his pain away from him if I could, all of his pain and everything he’d gone through to earn it in the first place. He could use me however he saw fit.

“I promise, Rome. Just please don’t stop.” If he stopped I just might cry. Now that I couldn’t promise not to do.

“Fuck,” he groaned as if he were in pain. “You’re perfect for me. The three of you are all absolutely perfect. Rain is going to be so jealous that I shared this with you first.”

I liked that. That deranged part of me was going to get off on Rain’s jealousy in a really big way. Romero sounded like he was going to possibly get into trouble for his part in this and I really liked that too.

He gripped the back of my neck tightly as his wet fingers probed at my asshole. I relaxed as his fingers circled my hole. He pushed the two of them inside up to his knuckles, stretching me open for him.

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