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“Yeah.”
I stand still, pinned in place on the door, until Drew releases my waist and takes a step back. I let my ankles drop. Somehow, I remain standing.
“You’re right,” I say. “We shouldn’t?—”
Drew cups my face and crushes his mouth on mine again. I pull him back, slamming us hard against the door. His hands travel downward, briefly touching my breasts before inching around to settle on the small of my back. We trade kisses back and forth. We breathe each other’s air. I melt from my head down to my toes. If this doesn’t stop, I’ll become a puddle in his hands. If I did, would I really care?
“Shit,” Drew says, turning away again. “You taste too good.”
I’m not sure what to even say, so I say nothing rather than say the wrong thing. I welcome the cool autumn air in my lungs as I fight the deep urge to kiss him again.
“Heidi,” he whispers.
I tremble. “Yeah, Drew?”
His fingers dig into my hips. He draws me even closer to his body. He kisses me again with his mouth closed this time, determined not to taste even more of me. I try to do the same, but the thrill of his tongue is still warm on my lips. I want more. I need more, but the facts are more than clear.
He’s my big brother’s best friend.
I’m his best friend’s little sister.
Drew steps backward. “I should go,” he says, his hands abandoning me again.
I nod. I press my lips together. I do everything it takes to keep my heels glued to the porch. One step forward is all it would take to be in his arms again. I’m not sure if that would be a good thing or a bad thing.
Drew turns around, deciding for us both. He touches his face, briefly pinching his bottom lip before pausing on the sidewalk and looking back.
“Good night, Heidi,” he says.
I smile. I can’t help it. “Good night, Drew.”
He shakes his head. “You shouldn’t do that.”
“Do what?”
“Smile at boys like that,” he says, walking away. “Just makes us weak.”
I wait for his back to turn and for him to lengthen the distance between us.
Then, my smile deepens.
CHAPTER 10
DREW
Don’t think about Heidi.
Don’t think about Heidi.
Don’t think about her tiny little waist. Don’t think about the way her hair shimmers in the light and smells like flowers. Don’t think about the way her golden eyes light up when she smiles and definitely do not think about her adorable plump lips?—
I come. I come hard.
Jerking off during my morning shower should never feel this good.
I rest one arm on the tile wall while the other gives me a few finishing strokes. Cool water flows off my skin, washing the evidence down the drain, while I do exactly what I said I would not do when I started jerking off in the first place.
Heidi.
